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Albuquerque, NM--now Riverside, CA

Member Since 2005

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Monday Oct 03, 2005

Oct 3, 2005
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Do you see now what your words did
the distorted mocking of a sick fuck
you unleash what makes you, claims you
see it try to overwhelm another soul, a parasite
looking to feed
Looking back I never knew this disease
this horror that would invade my soul
I never knew it would come
from someone I loved, trusted, it makes
tears come to my eyes when I look at you
Seeing pictures of time passed
when innocence still glittered in my voice
my already broken heart shatters till
I can never find myself
just remember, I never asked for this
I never wanted this, I curse the day
when you took everything away
Your screaming and yelling puntures holes still
I don't understand why or how I even react
where did these tears come from?
Doesn't matter, you did your damage
plus more, I no longer care
Rip yourself apart you paranoid freak
Fucking hide in your room and never come out
Die the way you think you should
Alone, Afraid, and in the dark wondering
why everyone left you
Rot in your hell and die smellingyour own shit
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
apostrophenow:
What you're describing sounds like a psychic vampire.

You're much better off avoiding those types anyway.

There's an old 70's tune about ghosts, death, and witchcraft - where the singer repeatedly calls out to a woman named "Phedra". It's obscure and a bit corny, but it's strange, dark and edgy. I think you'd like it.
Oct 5, 2005
apostrophenow:
Hey, I found the name of that song:

Some Velvet Morning - lyrics

I remember hearing Art Bell hype that tune on his overnight radio program 5 or 6 years ago ("Art Bell's Coast to Coast" was synonymous with the paranormal and UFO conspiracy theories since the 80's, he quit because he was supposedly being harrased by sinister agents of the New World Order whatever ).

Whether or not the song is actually about ghosts and death isn't really clear. But it is very definitely strange.

Kinda funny, when you stay up all night listening to talk radio - all the crazy shit you hear about bounces around in your head long afterwards.
Oct 6, 2005

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