Well, lets see, since my last post I have spent a week in the hospital, had money troubles, and cut my hair. Those are just the highlights 
. Anyway things are getting better, I am going back to school in the fall, already have to apply. It is something to look foward to. I haven't been able to write lately which really makes me edgy,...
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. Anyway things are getting better, I am going back to school in the fall, already have to apply. It is something to look foward to. I haven't been able to write lately which really makes me edgy,... Read More
Shit beans, I can't believe how time flies by. Renaissance Faire will be over this coming weekend....we will have a two week break then its back to another faire, wh00t!...lol, some people must think I am crazy 
. Anyway thanks for the support when my kitty died, it was harsh losing him, but all things come to an end, some sooner than later.
I was...
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. Anyway thanks for the support when my kitty died, it was harsh losing him, but all things come to an end, some sooner than later.
I was...
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lostanddazed:
Coming out to Erotica LA this weekend??? Hope to see some of the peep's from SG there??
willystickman:
Hell yeah with the cold marble sock. I hate that guy. He must be Jordans relative or something for him to still be doing the cover art after 10 previous shitty covers. Who's your favorite characters out of the books? My female favorite is either Moiraine, or Min, and either Mat or Thom for male. They are great books, but i will be gla to get through the series, I've been reading them for along time.
I think I may have read a Sword of truth book, isn't there something about a tribal village where they smear mud all over their bodies? I think there was something about Richard getting kidnapped by this dominatrix type enemy chick who divided his mind? It's been awhile, if I'm thinking of the right books, I only read the first one but I liked it. Anyways, hope you have a good evening. Take it easy.
I think I may have read a Sword of truth book, isn't there something about a tribal village where they smear mud all over their bodies? I think there was something about Richard getting kidnapped by this dominatrix type enemy chick who divided his mind? It's been awhile, if I'm thinking of the right books, I only read the first one but I liked it. Anyways, hope you have a good evening. Take it easy.
Yesterday on April 17, my beloved cat Resin died for unknown reasons. He was only two years old, and he was my baby.
As death loomes around me, my mind wonders trails not knowing where they will lead, not wanting to know. Things were lost leaving emptyness inside, closing my eyes, I walk on trying to keep the memories, memories that filled me before keeping...
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vacuity:
Thanks for caring ! 
I'm better now, and my exams went well
Except maybe the English test, that had a hard oral evalution ^^;;;
I'm better now, and my exams went well
Except maybe the English test, that had a hard oral evalution ^^;;;
amnesy:
hoowww fuck !!
with a bad manipulation, I have deleted your comment
Im sorry, what can I do ?
with a bad manipulation, I have deleted your comment
Im sorry, what can I do ?
"The Light Of Life"
Like a dream I remember it
a sick feeling twisting my stomach
a slight catch in my voice
tears coursing down my face.....
Running towards the sun, so happy, innocent, ..something pulled me back, a blackend hand grasping my hair, an acidic voice yelling in refusal of my passage to all things great. Oh my God, it hurts so bad this...
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Like a dream I remember it
a sick feeling twisting my stomach
a slight catch in my voice
tears coursing down my face.....
Running towards the sun, so happy, innocent, ..something pulled me back, a blackend hand grasping my hair, an acidic voice yelling in refusal of my passage to all things great. Oh my God, it hurts so bad this...
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quasi_sean:
gosh, Fractal...you are wayyyy too modest. 
sorrowsjoy:
*hugs* cuz I love you lots
Do you see now what your words did?
the distorted mocking of a sick person
you unleash what makes you,claims you
see it try to overwhelm another soul
a parasite looking to feed
Looking back I never knew this disease
this horror that would invade my life, my soul
I never knew it would come from someone I loved, trusted
it makes tears come to...
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the distorted mocking of a sick person
you unleash what makes you,claims you
see it try to overwhelm another soul
a parasite looking to feed
Looking back I never knew this disease
this horror that would invade my life, my soul
I never knew it would come from someone I loved, trusted
it makes tears come to...
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sorrowsjoy:
*HUGS* I love you hun
quasi_sean:
grrrr...sorry about that. i wonder what happened?
"ello! As my sister has not updated her journal, I will tell all on everything that has gone on. Our brother had his surgery last tuesday, and it was successful. Hopefully he will be healthy for a while. It will be good for both us and esp for his daughter. Lexi is doing all right..lol, I think, I just hope she doesn't kill me for...
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quasi_sean:
uh oh...teh claws are about to come out. 
sorrowsjoy:
Awwww there ya go and say something real nice on my page and now I can't beat you up hahaha ---well until next time then ---I admit I have a pretty cool younger sis who I love very much--I hope she finds the same good experiences here as I have---Okay now must revert back to illusion we r always at eachothers necks haha 
--LOL Sean yeah ummm the claws are out--They need a good trimming though ---and muuuaahhhh to my sis
Lexi
---well until next time then ---I admit I have a pretty cool younger sis who I love very much--I hope she finds the same good experiences here as I have---Okay now must revert back to illusion we r always at eachothers necks haha --LOL Sean yeah ummm the claws are out--They need a good trimming though ---and muuuaahhhh to my sis
Lexi
here is one of my more morbid poems...::sniff::...
"Cry Me A River"
Sometimes the pain of solitude is unseen
other times it is overwhelming
I'm so invisible often even I forget I am here
To understand pain one must live trough it
till it cuts one's soul
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep
for the panic of death loomed so close?
when you finally...
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"Cry Me A River"
Sometimes the pain of solitude is unseen
other times it is overwhelming
I'm so invisible often even I forget I am here
To understand pain one must live trough it
till it cuts one's soul
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep
for the panic of death loomed so close?
when you finally...
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quasi_sean:
of course it works, and it works brilliantly.
awesome poem my friend.
awesome poem my friend.
vacuity:
Niiiice !
Some favorite quotes: " It was the sound of destruction, and she liked it"- Ayn Rand
" I am only wearing black till they come out with something darker" No clue
" Panic Attack"
Pretty girl is suffering while everything
crashes down around her, tearing her reality, exposing her insecurities
Standing still not knowing what to do
Should she move? Should she stay?
Cry out...
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" I am only wearing black till they come out with something darker" No clue
" Panic Attack"
Pretty girl is suffering while everything
crashes down around her, tearing her reality, exposing her insecurities
Standing still not knowing what to do
Should she move? Should she stay?
Cry out...
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vacuity:
Hey it's nice and scarry !!
It made me think of a movie called "THEY" in the US ("Le Peuple des Tnbres" in French).
*shivers*
Good Nice sister 
It made me think of a movie called "THEY" in the US ("Le Peuple des Tnbres" in French).
*shivers*
Good
Nice sister
quasi_sean:
wonderful writing...
hello again, well Faire season is up and on its feet. On our guild site, buildings are almost complete, rehearsals are getting everything together for battle. My guild is called Torc Dubh, a scot/irish company for hire. Last year we won guild of the year( a very special honor, the group gains much respect) so this mean s we get to run the memorial service...
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'ello, my name is Adri and am new to the site. My lovely sister, FractalTelepathy, said it was an awsome site and she had made many friends.
Oi, About me, I am 22, live with my family, and all seven cats. I am studying to be a paramedic. I am a little gothie and also am a little celt, meaning I am in a Scot/Irish...
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Oi, About me, I am 22, live with my family, and all seven cats. I am studying to be a paramedic. I am a little gothie and also am a little celt, meaning I am in a Scot/Irish...
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sorrowsjoy:
Hey my punk ass sister hehehe --Aww I love you anyways hahaha
--Aww I love you anyways hahaha
willystickman:
It would be bad ass to be a travelling renaissance fair scrapper! How'd you get hooked up with that? Welcome to the site!
At the time tho, it was a bit skurry.