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You know it's very rare that I feel the need to complain about anything but this needs to be said even if it is just to get it out my system.

This year has been the worst year of my life. A total uphill struggle, just no end to the bullshit I have had to deal with. If these episodes came to me one at...
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itzjusme:
I'm sorry things are not feeling so great right now. I can totally feel ya. I have been there and I have asked myself the same questions many times. what works for me is just keeping everything in perspective...if you can go through a shitload of bs and still be a great person you will be fine. trust me I have been through it. I just got out of a 6 year relationship that was fucked up and abusive...I have bipolar depression...i work and go to school fulltime. my family is screwed.... i moved out on my own when i was a junior in high school. things have not been easy...but keep yourself in mind. i know it is hard when you feel drained. you do seem like a good person and it's hard to take so much at the same time. i'm sorry about all of that shit. i am not sure if i am helping...i think i am rambling. i just wanted you to know that i care and i understand. been there. kiss kiss
keep in touch.
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I am in the best mood I've been all year... things are finally looking up. Closed some doors on some shitness that has effected me this year...

Currently working on a massive project for January 2005, if i works this is gonna be huge !!!!

Hope everyone is well, especially the gorgeous Lise kiss

Bought:
The Haunted - Revolver
Nasum - Shift
Pig Destroyer - Terrifyer...
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cherry_deadly:
aww babes, sounds bad. i'll call you in a wee while, you at home tonight?

Leeeeesssssaaaaaa xxxxxx
cherry_deadly:
halloween kisses you xx
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I bought a nice new smart shirt and trousers today. I just need somewhere to wear them. Does anyone want to come to dinner with me ? wink
cherry_deadly:
Japanese?
cherry_deadly:
THIS ... should perk you up a bit .... cowboy hats agogo! xx
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So um, last night turned out to be slightly eventful.

My mate Rob turned up at 11:30 with bacon to melt my hangover away from the previous night, we decided to go to the off licence at 1:30, drank for most of the day. Went to our boys gig (Johnny Truant) at the Concorde 2. So i'm standing there, pint in hand, not getting involved...
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quinne:
a bitch?

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cherry_deadly:
hey sweetie, im ok smile hope your having a good sunday... i shall textualise you soon kiss xx
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So, we're entering the latter end of the year, it comes that time when my mates and I start discussing contenders for the coveted Album Of The Year title.... We've already had metallic gems released from Mastodon, Textures, Meshuggah, Today Is The Day, Pig Destroyer and Dillinger Escape Plan. We've still got new albums from Isis, Converge, Cult Of Luna and the full length from...
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cherry_deadly:
bless your cotton ones... you make me smile everyday..and that can only be a good thing meshuggah, right? wink

Lise xxx
cherry_deadly:
kiss
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No interesting updates....

Reading sucked balls though, definately not going next year.

Some cool shows coming up.... Textures, Cult Of Luna.... motherfucking Pig Destroyer.

That is all.
cherry_deadly:
why thank you darlin! mutherfuckingpigdestroyer? nice! so charming! anyway you... catch up sooper soon smile im workin my ass of right now and it aint fun! need some niceness in my life. somthing soft and spiky at the same time! im waffling!

ttfn

Lise xx
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Do other people tell stories through making mix cds ? Here is my attempt at a tale of a relationship from beginning to end using song titles as the story references.

Deadwater Drowning - The Best Sex I've ever had started with a 900 number and credit card verification.
Damaged - For A Good Time
Sleepytimegorillamuseum - 1997 (Tonight We're Gonna Party Like It's)
18...
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garyc:
I think putting 'Exhorder - Anal Lust' was more than I wanted to know my friend.
I still love you though kiss wink
cherry_deadly:
hey sweetie, how are ya?

Lise xx
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I'd really like to start a new band, if anyone knows anybody willing to accept me as a total control freak when it comes to musical vision then send them this way.....

update:

Ok, it's very rare that I actually get excited about bands anymore, there is so much shit out there.... but I am grinning like a small child the first time he saw...
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cherry_deadly:
hey sweetie! you ok? enjoying the brighton sunshine? again, mostest apologies for my text lazyitis but i've been here there and everywhere, busy chicky, sure we'll get chance to catch up soon smile xx
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Big Brother's over.... I feel like something is missing in my TV viewing now.

Another mad night last night, Brighton during the summer is the coolest place on earth. Where else can you sit on the beach until six in the morning ? (ok don't answer that, theres loads of beaches in the world). But still, where else can you buy drugs off of dodgy...
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cherry_deadly:
sounds like a fun weekend! mines been good, festival in the park across the road, much sunshine and chaosness, lots of booze and silly dancing.. all good fun. Brown from the sun and all smiley, VERY effing tired though!

smile! xx
dixxxon:
i saw dillinger escape plan fri. nite and fell in LOVE. those boys...


just wanted to share with someone who could apreciate.
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Will someone join me in watching the Garfield movie.... ?

No one will come with me frown

And download 'She's Strychnine' and die:

http://www.hxcmp3.com/bands/10081/

Apparently I have an IQ of 117... clever and good looking.....
cherry_deadly:
aww i'd go with you petal if it wasnt a 12 hour round trip!!! hope you ok and funky and enjoying your time off.

catch up soon you.

Lise xx