After breaking up with my insecure girlfriend and coming back to SG after my three year hiatus of all social media. I never thought it would lead to such great human interaction and of course beautiful, awesome,rare breed women.
Thank you for all the 500 followers I have gained in the past 5 months that's in fucking sane and all the love on my selfie narcissistic captured moments. It definitely inspires me to model which is something I have always wanted to do. I just don't know where to begin. (help me!!!!) XOXO to all of you.
2014 needs to end soon this has been the shittiest year for me. I have some pretty shitty ones for my twenty six years of existence but this year beats them all. Because my stupid fucking co-workers complained about how the company I worked for was run compared to Charlotte's center, the CEO decided to close are awesome sales call center in September where I made a great amount of money Selling Directv and Internet to customers. Talking shit about True blood, sports and when they said No, that psychological rebuttal battle. My favorite was when people were totally fucking assholes and didn't qualify because of their credit thinking they would. I have only worked in two places my whole life Sales call centers and a Recording studio AKA an elephants graveyard on South Beach .The music industry is a big fucking joke, lack of pay and moreover, lack of respect. Plus sallie mae was fucking me so hard in the ass that I had to put that dream on hold.
Anyways, my company wanted me to relocate to NC but they had some bullshit contract you had to sign and you wouldn't get reimbursed until after so I said fuck that.. and stayed here in Miami. I knew that my call center was the cream of the crop down here and I knew it was going to be hard to find the exact same thing and even worse the same pay. Part of me didn't want to move because I was going out with some chick for three years and even though things weren't going so well I couldn't justify moving.
What a fucking mistake that was because in August I broke up with my girlfriend, I got fired a month before closing and lost my 2.5k severance package for being sick as fuck and no one to give a fuck. Right now I have max unemployment which is a whopping.. 1.2k, If I applied for food stamps it would be a joke because my last pay stub says 7k on it because the NFL sunday ticket is the best selling season. I got fucked over because I couldn't have a consistent schedule to go to school this year. Now I made too much to get financial aid so I have to wait till August 2015 to go back..It seems like in America the poorer you are the better well off you are sometimes..
Now I have depleted my savings, I need to make at least 2.5k -3k to even live here.. All the call centers don't pay nearly enough that. So I am gonna go to the hospitality industry. Bartending school hopefully I can land a gig for being pretty and on south beach. Really thinking about going to a gay bar fuck it. Hit on me all you want. If I have to be a barback or some grunt shit that is fine. My internship taught me how to shine and run circles around lazy motherfuckers. Something that should be taught to everyone.
Anyways enough of the drunk rant pitty party. Maybe nobody will read this and I will laugh about how fucked up this year was. I do have my health which is the most important thing anyways... Money can't buy that.. and in 7 days I will see circa survive. Which I am so fucking happy about.. moral of the story.. don't give up on your dreams, be selfish, nice guys finish last for real. and my favorite whine is fine but whiskey is quicker... <3 Peace and love -Richard
