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Love: So I confess it out of my mouth that I might be a little bit of an asshole,but I give up on woman. My play thing and I broke up or whatever it is I am supposed to call it because of course I am not affectionate enough.Though thank you for telling me this 2 months after the fact.I don't like girls that can't confess their feelings that they have for a boy it really makes me upset that it was mentioned and told her I would change that for her but I am not an affectionate O baby I miss you, O baby come here, O baby blah blah. It's just not me.Seriously what the fuck is wrong with that. I thought girls hated that shit It's not like I am some cold mother fucker I would hold her hand and hold her It's just a fucking exuse to not add the others word that feelings changed.I think what pisses me off the most is how I had to fucking shake it out of her and it was through text which is fucking lame I felt like I was 12 years old and I called her out on it and she lives 5 fucking minutes away from me.

It's funny that when you are the shit to girls they treat you like a fucking king and once they are done they treat you like fucking piece of shit.She comes back on vacation and can't text me I wrote a fucking essay about how I felt in a FB message and I got a fucking "Thank's for sharing this" I swear I fucking hate fucking woman I only like fucking woman.This is the second attempt of trying to make this work before it was two years ago and then some shit so fucking insecure. " O i didn't think you wanted to see me" O I didn't think you wanted me to text you no fucking balls. Like " I don't wanna fucking text you richard because my feelings change" it takes a week to leave me hanging and I went to warped tour Like a single motherfucker & I was so dying to kiss this chick Just me thinking of this failure is just like Fuck I give up white flag that shit.
The way we started talking again was pretty cute and felt right and now its just like Wtf what a waste of 2 months & I would always say to her that her feelings are going to change just like last time and I get the whole girl spiel "I know what I want" STFU okay and that is my rant .






Work:Well I thought I was going to get fired today because I called out every saturday this month and I asked for PTO and I didn't get it for warped tour so I went anyway and it was fucking epic but instead my boss finally realized how fucking bitter I have been and tells me that I have improved sales percentage month to month and now my bitterness is effecting my attendance that keeps taking away my money which for 2 weeks I lost @ Least 700 dollars.I also told him like 2 weeks ago that I am in this department keeping me there thinking I was going to make money and make more sales and Now I am on a final write up for my close rate and now my attendance and can't move anywhere So my plan B is failing it seems like everything is failing sometimes.He did let me do over time we will see I have one more month and then it's over & then I am free maybe I just need to get fired so I can move forward with my life I have lost my eyes on my dream goal of working back in a studio Which two years ago that's where I was but was getting fucked by my studio I never though I would move from one job and get fucked harder then my last one.Holy fuck does growing up suck this much cock?


So ladies any thoughts?


The sun fucked me on warped tour but I kind of like the tan look haha.. & my hair is parted.







I love the power rangers on #netflix.





I wanna go back to this color and! do black on the sides and go whiter its just hard to maintain I hate fucking
levels and roots of the hair.








Or maybe just go back to black.

Anyways everyone this is my penis picture I hope you like it.





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P:S the new Entourage and weeds has been getting so good FUCK SHARKWEEK