Today I went to my friend's graduation party. I'm so jealous. I can't wait to be done with school. *sigh*
Tonight my daughter is spending the night at a friend's house, and I think I'm gonna spend the night reading and playing Scrabble Blast on the computer. That makes me happy because I don't have to study!
Lately I've been such a loner. I don't know why. I could go hang out with friends, but I choose not to. Maybe I'm depressed. I shouldn't be, cause I'm done with school for the summer, and the stress from tests and stuff is gone. Maybe I need to get laid. No. I tried that, and it didn't fix anything.
I think I want a boyfriend. But guys suck. (Not any of the guys on my friends list, of course)
I just want someone to be comfortable with and cuddle with when I watch a movie, or someone to go for walks with, or someone to talk to, or just be together, even if we're doing different things. But I'm not good at relationships. And I usually end up with guys that are jerks or losers. Or guys that irritate me because they're dumb as rocks or too sappy and clingy. And I have this problem about being touched. I like affection, but I hate when someone is constantly touching me. Especially in public.
Am I a wierdo?
Anyway, this ended up being way too "poor me." I think I'll end this stupid entry. I'll update again when I'm feeling more cheerful.
Oh...I almost forgot....
Happy Birthday lowroller!
Tonight my daughter is spending the night at a friend's house, and I think I'm gonna spend the night reading and playing Scrabble Blast on the computer. That makes me happy because I don't have to study!
Lately I've been such a loner. I don't know why. I could go hang out with friends, but I choose not to. Maybe I'm depressed. I shouldn't be, cause I'm done with school for the summer, and the stress from tests and stuff is gone. Maybe I need to get laid. No. I tried that, and it didn't fix anything.
I think I want a boyfriend. But guys suck. (Not any of the guys on my friends list, of course)
I just want someone to be comfortable with and cuddle with when I watch a movie, or someone to go for walks with, or someone to talk to, or just be together, even if we're doing different things. But I'm not good at relationships. And I usually end up with guys that are jerks or losers. Or guys that irritate me because they're dumb as rocks or too sappy and clingy. And I have this problem about being touched. I like affection, but I hate when someone is constantly touching me. Especially in public.
Am I a wierdo?
Anyway, this ended up being way too "poor me." I think I'll end this stupid entry. I'll update again when I'm feeling more cheerful.
Oh...I almost forgot....
Happy Birthday lowroller!
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As for being a loner....although I'm married, I've found myself being quite content with just staying at home either cooking, cleaning, reading a book, knitting, something craft, whatever. Anyhow, I'm quite the opposite now from who I was before. I like it.
Perhaps with all the studies and what not...you just need some downtime to yourself to recoop.