pharcyde

i had a biology exam today. i started off doing reasonably well but i kind of rushed toward the end but i think i did decently over all, and i dont really care about doing well in the course (i know thats not possible) so i just want to pass. chemisty is on tuesday then physics on wednesday. dropping calculas had a hidden benefit in that instead of studying for that exam for monday i can spend the time on chemisty on tuesday or physics on thursday. chemistry is going to be a bitch, even passing the course is aiming high, though i tend to be a little pesimistic so i may actually pass. my goal is to just pass biology and physics, which is very possible. next semester im back up to five courses and a fresh start. and i know i say this a lot and never make good but ill try harder next time!! like ill actually go to the chemisty tutorials (of which i went to none last semester, which could explain a little as to why im doing so horribly in chemisty) and do homework. it sucks feeling inferior to someone your crushing on.

more on that, i saw noah today, but chose to give her space. if i run up to her every time i see her i might come off as a little smothering. its kind of funny. in all that ive been talking about her ive only talked to her twice. although in my defence her chronic absence has been a major reason why. ive only seen her a couple times since we first met. ill see her before each other exam i have and maybe at the physics question period wednesday morning, and maybe even on monday if i feign the calculas test.

earlier this year a girl i havnt seen in like 4 years sent me an email and got me to sign up a site called hi5.com. we got back in touch but i dont think ive ever been back to that site. then yesterday i check my email and another girl i havent seen since high school saw my profile on that site and hopefully we'll meet up when im back in toronto next week.

as god as my witness i will have a new place come february. i called someone about one place, they need to check with the current tenent to see when i can come by and check the place out though, so they said theyll call me back. id love my own place but ill even take a bacholor just to get out of this gutter im in now.

the internet hookup here sucks, which causes major lag in shadowbane land, which pretty much knocks me out of pvp, which is the central focus of that game. and my character fucking rocks everything in pvp, or he should if i got more than 1 frame per second. once i get back home i cant wait to see how he does with a decent connection.