phant0mas

So what happens when the "Next Girl" could be your "Ex Girl"? Woke up this morning, not sure how it happened, with my ex in arms. HAd such a great time last night. Was just supposed to be coffee, I just wanted to catch up and see how she was doing. She didn't have a lot in the way of positive family support growing up and I like to continue to encourage her to keep chasing her educational an life goals. She's doing well. She's changed in that she's grown up more, matured and yet she's still the same bundle of wonderful trouble. Still wants to go out and dance and have fun and get into mischief... and the coffee led to a walk which led back to her place for a drink, which led to a quick trip to a dance club for more drinks and some dancing ... then talking till the late hours of this morning... then bed... and cuddles and kisses and whispers... and waking up with sunshine on you and a cool breeze through a cracked window and a warm body next to you and memories of love for each other... I'm fucked.