phallen

Well here we are, another valentines day approaches and yet again i'm single. In fact i have never had a girlfriend on valentines day. Normally this would get me depressed, but not this year. as my friend told me at the pub last night, i have to stop wallowing in self-pity, cheer the fuck up and get out there and meet someone. and he's right. the problem is i have really low self esteem and find it hard to believe that anyone would find me attractive enough to want to go out with me. and when i do meet someone i end up convincing myself that it's going to end before it's even really got started, and i'm sure the girls i've gone out with recently have picked up on this (which would explain why, in the last couple of years, i've not been in a relationship that has lasted over four weeks!) But that is all going to change (honest!). i'm not sure how i'm going to go about it, but it is going to change.

Anyway, as a start to my trying to be happy, here's three songs that always make me feel happy when they come on. they might not be the best songs in the world, but they cheer me up.


They Might be Giants - The Guitar


Madness - Wings of a dove


Eels - Hey man (now you're really living)

I hope you enjoy them.
Have a good weekend!