pezboy7416

there can't be anything better than being in a city that you've never seen with your own eyes and it becomes the focal point of you're entire point. we all have points, we all have goals we hope to see ourselves accomplish and it's so bizarre how much hope a different city can give. new york has been beautiful to me and has given more than i could have ever imagined. both good and bad. my world has ended started and ended again. not to be defeatist, which i am by no means, it's simply that there is only so much you can take from any given thing. that being what you want to take out of it. i want only to be able to exist in company with my art and loved ones(which are very few). los angeles is the only step that i can take. i've been working since i was very young to get my point across and now it's been almost completed in new york. forwards is the only direction worth aiming. and amy is the only person i've met in over two years that i want to know what's running around in the halls of my mind. hopefully she'll see and not run from the points i live on top of every day. can you see inside of someone and not react? i hope not. one way or the other i crave reactions. good ones are desired from this stylist at large. we'll see. fingers and thoughts will be crossed.