pezboy7416

i'm a tofitti cutie baby! wow..that's scary.....

anyways. i changed my number in case you've tried to call me.

nyc baby!


i've lost all of my hate. still hurt/angry but i realize that everyone can only progress at the rate where they're hte most comfortable, we choose to make it harder on ourselves and push nonstop towards our forseen goals. some can't. so we sit back, hope for the best, and never forget that we're all human. we can do such fucked up things to each other that it's sickening. and since every little thing is so serious to us it bothers us more than it would alot of people. so we accept this and can't anyone else to live by our standards. but we can always hope that one day they reach greater heights than where they are comfortable.

this isn't gonna change my fears/desires/pains. it's just gonna make me stop killing myself over what someone slese does. mostly to hurt the person they're trying to escape from but it's flattering that we're that powerful that they feel the need to bring us down a few notches(which it dosen't but they don't understand that because it would to them).

so we stay intact and write/paint/speak about pain like there's no tomorrow...