i want to be more productive. by no means am i lazy, but i smoke far too much grass...the question is... will i become more productive if i quit? in the last decade, there have only been a few instances where i was not stoned...recently i have had the desire for clarity...what would i be like without mary jane in my brain?...no idea... i am so very frightened at the idea of giving up my crutch but i think it might be time...not today, but soon
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rizzo:
I could not imagine my life without pot. Whenever I go to my psychiatrist he asks me how much I've been smoking and if I have any plans on cutting back/ quitting. My answer is always the same: multiple times a day and no where in the near future. 
emiloo2:
I go through times when I just don't feel like somking, because I'm also very unproductive when I smoke a lot. I'll feel really great at first, all clear-headed, but then I start to get stressed out like I always do when I don't have pot to mellow me out. But, I think it is good to take a break every now and then.