Not much has been going on recently but I thought I should try and write something here.
I had a good time on Friday out at Jilly's in Manchester. Met up with Asha, Yorkie, matt_organic and Fallen_Seraph. It was a good night but a shame about the lack of good music!
I've been making banners again but mainly due to the lovely Alisa asking me to! I feel so honoured that she asked ME!
I think I'm going to tackle my homepage again. I never update it coz it was meant to be a journal and then I got my SG membership so I didn't feel I needed it anymore! Not sure what to do with it but I'm sure I'll think of something!
I absolutely cannot wait until the pretty big SGUK Cardiff meet! Not only do I get to stay with the amazingly adorable LadyInsane and Sianyriot (and have Siany taking photos of me!) but I also get to spend time with the lovely Nixxx!
On other news, I feel messed up. I've never understood why life isn't just a little bit simpler. It's like it's a huge test for me to get through my 1st year of uni with as much stress as I can possibly take. There's all my family problems plus my incredibly complicated relationship with Wrathchild. I love him to bits but I still want other things. It's confusing for me but thank god he understands me and is prepared to wait for me to sort out my life. I just wish that was a little easier. Maybe if I knew how my crush felt about me, I could deal with my feelings better? Do I dare to ask the question and take the chance of feeling rejected again?
I had a good time on Friday out at Jilly's in Manchester. Met up with Asha, Yorkie, matt_organic and Fallen_Seraph. It was a good night but a shame about the lack of good music!
I've been making banners again but mainly due to the lovely Alisa asking me to! I feel so honoured that she asked ME!
I think I'm going to tackle my homepage again. I never update it coz it was meant to be a journal and then I got my SG membership so I didn't feel I needed it anymore! Not sure what to do with it but I'm sure I'll think of something!
I absolutely cannot wait until the pretty big SGUK Cardiff meet! Not only do I get to stay with the amazingly adorable LadyInsane and Sianyriot (and have Siany taking photos of me!) but I also get to spend time with the lovely Nixxx!
On other news, I feel messed up. I've never understood why life isn't just a little bit simpler. It's like it's a huge test for me to get through my 1st year of uni with as much stress as I can possibly take. There's all my family problems plus my incredibly complicated relationship with Wrathchild. I love him to bits but I still want other things. It's confusing for me but thank god he understands me and is prepared to wait for me to sort out my life. I just wish that was a little easier. Maybe if I knew how my crush felt about me, I could deal with my feelings better? Do I dare to ask the question and take the chance of feeling rejected again?
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Regarding your prob, I think matt has the right idea here - you can either prolong the uncertainty or just take the plunge. And I'd go for the latter every time - a short sharp shock (which seems less than likely anyway) is always less painful than a long drawn-out worry. Best of luck.