persya

I feel like using my credit card to buy myself a plane ticket I cant' afford to jet away anywhere but here
I feel like I'm not living
I'm just going through the motions

but I won't

for various reasons

including:

can't afford it
will lose job
not practical

I do at least need a weekend getaway

problem is I've been working every weekend

I might be able to do something this weekend
but only if I can get my Sunday shift covered

which doesn't look likely



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in other thoughts...
I was thinking of getting bangs again...
I had them in college
what do you think?









(my skin looks so flawless and glowing in that photo^ what was I doing differently?)

anyway
...to bang or not to bang?

or maybe little sideswept bangs?