I have always believed that there is a reason behind everything. I just don't get why when I am depressed or down it has to go on for awhile. I guess it might be due to the fact that I have no one to talk to.
It's not that I dwell on the negative shit because I hate that. It just seems that something always goes wrong everyday when Im like this. I feel as if I am a big magnet and I'm pulling all of the stupid shit my way.
I try to pull myself out of it. I know I am a strong person and have made it this far and I can do it again. But just for once I want peace. I want it to stay that way. No more drama, lies, cheating.
I don't think thats a bad way of thinking especially seeing how those are my pet peeves I hate liars, cheaters, and thieves. Why can't everyone have that mindset. Then there would be less problems in this world.
Instead of everyone being so absorbed in what people think of them have a mind set of your own and get on with shit!!!
It's not that I dwell on the negative shit because I hate that. It just seems that something always goes wrong everyday when Im like this. I feel as if I am a big magnet and I'm pulling all of the stupid shit my way.
I try to pull myself out of it. I know I am a strong person and have made it this far and I can do it again. But just for once I want peace. I want it to stay that way. No more drama, lies, cheating.
I don't think thats a bad way of thinking especially seeing how those are my pet peeves I hate liars, cheaters, and thieves. Why can't everyone have that mindset. Then there would be less problems in this world.
Instead of everyone being so absorbed in what people think of them have a mind set of your own and get on with shit!!!
and right on with the not giving a shit. i know as soon as i stopped giving a rats ass, it kind of streamlined my life.