QUESTIONS FROM MEMBERS FOR @zarawolf :
@prospero1 asked 2 questions, What do you enjoy doing with your spare time? Are you planning on getting more tattoos?
Modeling and content creation are truly my biggest passions in life, so everything you see from me online is not only what I have the joy of doing for a living, but also how I love to spend my spare time! I also really enjoy working out, travelling, dancing, and hanging out with cute dogs all around the world.
In answer to part two of your question, yes I would love to get more tattoos! My goal is to keep the left side of my body as black and gray tattoos, and my right side colour. I'd love to add a few more to each side, although I don't have any specific tattoos planned right now.
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@johnnydiscard asked How do you take your coffee? And how much of it do you drink each day?
I absolutely love coffee and usually make myself a little pot of espresso in the morning, and then turn it into a latte and add a little bit of sugar-free vanilla sweetener made from stevia. I enjoy darker roasts, and try to keep myself to one joyous extra-large cup per day, although I do occasionally treat myself to a second or third, and am always looking for excuses to justify an extra cup.
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@adam_bovary asked 1) If you were reborn as an animal, what would it be? 2) Would you be a contestant on the TV show The Bachelorette? Where the woman has a pick of 10 men to date to find their "true" love.
Well, I would be reborn as a wolf, of course. ;)
As for The Bachelorette, I could never bring myself to do something like this, as I am far too empathetic and sensitive of a soul to blatantly break a man’s heart in front of an audience.
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@boozenblood asked Who is your favorite member? And why is it me? And, as a Canadian, can you publicly apologize to the United States for Nickelback?
Leading back to the answer of my last question, I care about so many of you so deeply that I just can't bring myself to publicly name a favourite member. I really want to lift our community up, not let anyone down if they weren't the one named. I have so many favourites, and yes, you are one of them!
And, as a true Canadian, I must fulfill our national requirement to apologize at least 10 times per day to maintain my citizenship. So, here it goes: Dear neighbours to the South, on behalf of all Canadians, we are profoundly sorry for unleashing Nickelback upon you. It all started with a photograph, and somehow, the melody stuck and it became an anthem we couldn't silence, despite our many attempts to make it stop. Please accept our most heartfelt apology, along with a shipment of maple syrup and a promise to keep our moose in check.
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@direwolff asked Are you planning a new international travel adventure?
I've been really enjoying my time back in Canada and may do a road trip through the USA before I leave North America again. But, my heart is also missing Asia, and I see myself heading back that way before the year is done. Knowing myself well, there's a good chance that I will stay on that side of the world for many months or even a few years once I return, so I am really soaking up my time over here before I begin that journey.
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@mordvekna asked What is your favorite season of the year and what makes it special?
I will always choose summer, hands down. It's that one time of year in Canada when I can embrace my tiny, revealing wardrobe without turning into a human icicle. There's something so magical about the sun's warmth on my skin, and the simple joy of a dip in a lake or the ocean on a warm day. Honestly, I don't actually support winter as a fathomable choice at all- it's like nature's way of telling us to bundle up and wear more clothes, and I'm not about that life!
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@erissa asked What is your favorite part about being a model for suicidegirls and why?
One of my favourite parts about being a SuicideGirl is the incredible sense of community and friendship it brings into my life. In this space, interactions often feel as comfortable and familiar as chatting with an old friend, creating a welcoming atmosphere where we strive to ensure everyone feels acknowledged and valued just as they are. The opportunity to form genuine connections with like-minded souls around the world has been an incredible experience for me that I look forward to continue exploring in the years to come.
Moreover, it's the opportunity for our artistic self-expression within this network that deeply resonates with me. Modeling for SuicideGirls allows me to express myself in a way I had not experienced before, backed by the love and encouragement of a community that truly values creativity and individuality. It's this artistic freedom, blended with the support of our incredible community, that feeds my soul in ways I had not imagined possible. Our world here is truly something magical.
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@fredhincanada asked What is your favourite pick-up line?
“Are you a tattoo? Because I want you on my body forever.”
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@sophi asked Are there any countries you'd like to visit?
So many! I love to travel and the very top two countries on my list right now are Japan and Egypt. I would love to do a long journey through Asia in the near future, likely starting in Japan and making my way to the Philippines, Vietnam, Cambodia, Thailand (again), and Indonesia (again). After that, I may also make my way over to Europe, a continent I have not touched down in just yet.
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@kingofcool asked If you were marooned on a desert island for a month what 3 things would get you through it? ❤️
Well, first off, I would very much like to have a four-legged friend by my side with a tail that never stops wagging. Not only for the companionship but also to ponder the mysteries of the Universe together, like if dogs think in barks or if each woof is actually a profound statement about life's greater truths. Next, a good knife would be essential too, not just for practical things like building a shelter or foraging for food, but also to carve my new canine bestie's name on a coconut. And lastly, I would likely choose a big cozy blanket, because even if the desert was warm during the day, I'm sure the nights could get chilly, and I’d probably enjoy wrapping myself up like a human-burrito every night while I gaze up at the stars with my new furry best friend.
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@thanatoz asked Tell us about your freedom and your need on traveling.
Five years ago, a significant breakup propelled me into a nomadic journey of self-discovery, transitioning me from a life defined by others to one where I define the path myself. Married young, my entire adult life was intertwined with a relationship that started when I was only 16 years old. Recognizing that my partner and I had not been as “meant to be” as I had once hoped, I ended my marriage, let go of all my possessions, and booked a one-way ticket to Thailand, marking the beginning of my journey into freedom and self-discovery. This journey has since led me through the diverse cultures of Thailand, Indonesia, Hong Kong, Mexico, Costa Rica, Panama, and Colombia, and I would like to add many more countries to the list before I decide on a place to call home for any significant period of time.
I am currently back visiting Canada, but my wanderlust hasn't stopped, and I've adapted my lifestyle to continue my travels through house and pet-sitting, allowing me to immerse myself into new environments every month or two while exploring my home country rent-free. This nomadic existence nurtures my spirit in a way that is hard to put into words. It's a celebration of my freedom, an open invitation to witness the world through an unfiltered lens, and a rejection of conventional life scripts. I've finally tasted what it means to truly live free, and there's no turning back to a life any less than that.
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@SAMIHAIN asked How long have you been modeling and what got you into it?
When asked this question, I often tell people that I started modeling at 16 years old, but I realized recently that it started even sooner than this, during my early high school years as a scene kid, armed with nothing more than a digital camera and a vision. Captivated by the beauty of the scene girls I followed on Nexopia and MySpace, I found myself venturing to forests, rivers, and playgrounds with my tripod in hand, seeking the perfect angles to capture the essence of my teenage angst and the raw, unfiltered emotions that defined my world. This sparked a creative passion within me that continues to this day. The act of being in front of the camera and unveiling the depths of my soul through each frame is more than a passion- it is truly what I live for.
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@bradmax asked It is said that each of us have at least one book inside of us that needs releasing: what would your book entail?
I wholeheartedly agree with that statement! My book would narrate the transformation that led me to embrace the nomadic lifestyle that I am living now. I would love to try to capture the essence of this experience in words and share it with you all one day. Thank you for the inspiration and encouragement to do so- I promise it will be a story worth reading! <3
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How were you first introduced to SuicideGirls?
I was first introduced to SuicideGirls many years ago as a scene kid in high school. Of course I didn't have an inside view of the site yet, but I was blown away by the SG models I saw on social media and remember being in complete awe of their exquisite beauty and unique tattoos. I didn't have any ink of my own yet but longed to one day begin tattooing my body and expressing myself as confidently as the beautiful alternative women I saw online.
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What impact has your culture / identity had on your modeling journey?
Growing up, I always felt "different" from others around me and struggled to see my own beauty. After many years filled with self-doubt and uncertainty, I have finally come to a space of overflowing love for myself inside and out. As a petite redhead with wild hair and countless freckles, the very features that I longed to alter in my youth have since become some of my most loved physical traits.
Modeling has had a profound impact on this shift in my mindset, empowering me to embrace my unique qualities and love myself as I am. It's been less about discovering a newfound confidence and more about embodying the quiet assurance that comes with accepting myself fully. In essence, modeling has played a significant role in my path to self-discovery and celebrating the beauty found in embracing who I truly am.
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What is your favorite form of self expression?
Beyond modeling, one of my favourite forms of self-expression lies in the art of tattooing. Each tattoo etched onto the skin tells a story of the wearer's journey and identity. Through this artistic expression, we can wear our emotions, passions, and memories for everyone to see, allowing our body to become a walking canvas which speaks volumes about who we are as individuals and the paths we have taken to get here.
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What is your favorite form of self-care OR what is your self-care routine?
Spending time in nature is one of my favourite forms of self-care. Whether it's a quiet walk through the forest or an intense climb up a steep mountain trail, immersing myself in the beauty of the natural world allows me to recharge my energy and invite a deeper sense of bliss and well-being into my life.
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What impact has SG had in discovering yourself as a person and a model?
Becoming a SuicideGirl has been an incredible experience of self-love and personal empowerment for me. Our community offers a sanctuary to showcase our individuality through creative self-expression, a breath of fresh air from normal societal expectations, and something I feel so blessed to be a part of. This is a place where my freckles, fair skin, fiery hair, and unique tattoos are not just accepted, but celebrated with overwhelming love and admiration- reaffirming the power of being “different” and the beauty of allowing ourselves to be seen and loved exactly as we are. I have never felt more beautiful than I do right here with all of you. After many years of searching, I know that I have finally found my tribe.
