QUESTIONS FROM MEMBERS:
@Johnnydiscard asked How did you get into video games?
I did not have a lot of friends growing up, so before I went to college I wanted to try and make myself more interesting. I started playing FF X-2 and really enjoyed it even though I did not complete it. I've always tended to drift towards gamers in my personal life as well so I just started to play games with my friends and/or partners slowly finding out what I enjoy to play myself. So far my favorite game to play (that I will eventually beat the boss in) is Arc the Lad - Twilight of the Spirits on PS2.
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@Fredhincanada asked For those who wanted to start a dialogue with you to get to know you better, but don’t know where to start, what are some good topics to discuss?
My current top topics are cats (always and forever), Sims4, and Supernatural. Telling me jokes is always a good way to break the ice, I love puns and word play! Also, I really really enjoy when people ask me questions. I never know where to start a conversation but once I do, I tend to have a lot to say. I am an open book so that is always a good way to get to know me and I would love to get to know you too!
@Pastrypeach asked Have you always been a redhead?
I have not. I am a natural brunette, red was the first color I dyed my hair when I was 18, and I haven't had natural hair since. So far I have had red, purple, blue, pink, green, purple/green, pink/blue, red/black. Red is my favorite though and I will likely be keeping it for a while.
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@Cheshire_ asked What is your favorite musical band to listen to?
Honestly I am so bad at picking favorites. I listen to all of the genres except for country music so my Spotify list tends to be a bit chaotic. I am an elder emo so I am usually down to listen to Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, Falling in Reverse, Hollywood Undead and Papa Roach. I also enjoy a lot of classical music with Mozart being my most played artist of that genre. The artist I'm currently binging is TX2 and I tend to listen to a lot of songs that are based on video games in some way i.e: The Fine Print by The Stupendium, No Mercy and Discord by The Living Tombstone, Doom Crossing by The Chalkeaters and especially Boom Boom Boom Boom and Enderman Rap by Dan Bull.
@Amoxi asked Are you close to anyone on/from SG? Who is your favorite SuicideGirl or SuicideGirl Hopeful?
I haven't gotten too close with any of the other Hopefuls or SG's, but I have made friends with a couple members. I think my favorite models though would have to be @Headshot , @AltAmethyst and @Bo because they all seem like such genuinely good and kind people and I admire their creativity.
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@Bo asked What was your childhood fantasy?
Oh, I had so many! In a way I still have a fantasy world. The main world would have to be one where I'm in an alternate reality and I have special abilities, like controlling fire; but it is honestly such a complex thing I could probably write a book on it. Aliens, warfare, guns, drugs, adventure... maybe I should make a movie. But from a different perspective, my childhood fantasy job was to be a witch! I had this witch barbie thing that she made love potions and you can mix them in her cauldron and I became obsessed (and quickly had to learn that you cant mix anything in the world and drink it).
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@Adam_Bovary asked What do you think are the top 3 scariest movies?
The Grudge. The only movie to actually scare me. The Ring was my favorite movie in kindergarten so it's probably safe to say that I have a high tolerance to scary stuff.
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@Darkhandaam asked What are you enjoying most about your life right now? How could your life be even better a year from now?
Right now I am enjoying that I just started streaming with a cam model service, and I have made so many new friends and connections it really makes me feel like this year is going to be a highlight instead of a struggle. Better from a year from now will be when I move to Colorado and ideally I want to work from home and be able to go to events and see all the lovely people I meet online.
@Babynins asked What is your favorite food?
Mac and Cheese! All my friends know that I have the taste buds of a five year old, so lots of chicken nuggets, tater tots, fries, pizza and all those friendly safe foods. Also steak though! My favorite restaurant is Texas Roadhouse and I will happily eat there multiple times a week- plus their rolls are amazing.
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@MJC1225 asked What attracted you to the SG site to become a part of its community?
As an alternative girl who grew up in South Carolina, I didn't usually feel like I was accepted or welcome. I found SuicideGirls when I was in high school and very quickly put them on a list of "unreachable dreams". The main attraction is how everyone is accepted here, no matter what background or creed. That's something I chased for a long time in my life and when I finally found myself as a person and had the confidence to sign up and do a set I did it immediately before I could talk myself out of it. So happy I did, this community is just as great as I thought it would be and I will always appreciate SG for existing and being a beacon of light in so many peoples worlds.
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QUESTIONS FROM SUICIDEGIRLS:
How were you first introduced to SuicideGirls?
I've always been alternative and when I started looking into modeling a few years back I instantly found SuicideGirls and quickly fell in love with everything they stand for.
Where do you find inspiration?
Most of my inspiration comes from channeling experiences from my past. Sometimes that comes out in more serious tones; but usually it inspires me to create content that will make people smile and be a person they want to talk to, especially if they need it.
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What impact has your culture / identity had on your modeling journey?
I was an outcast kid and a 2010's emo. The isolation of that group makes me more willing to embrace other people and their styles and preferences. It's definitely influenced my style from clothing to hair and makeup. I think it also played a big part in me being sexually open and inquisitive. When I first started modeling I had no problem with doing boudoir and implied shoots, and that willingness opened me up to collaborations with other models as well as more artistic opportunities. So much of who I am came from those few years and I see the impacts of it every day in my life, which carries over to my modeling and online presence in general.
What is your favorite form of self expression?
I love writing. It's always been the best way for me to communicate what I feel, from poetry to stories to conversations with friends.
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What is your favorite form of self-care OR what is your self-care routine?
My favorite firm of self-care is being with my cats. I have three, and watching TV or playing games while cuddling with them all day will always make me feel better and lift my spirits up.
What part of your beauty routine makes you feel most confident?
Eyeliner and lipstick
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What impact has SG had in discovering yourself as a person and a model?
I'm still very new to SG but even in this short time I have encountered so much positivity and friendliness that I never could've expected. The value of self worth that is found here is incredibly impactful, and the way everyone supports each other really takes away all the stress and anxiety of modeling. I'm sure it will impact me as a person, and make me a better person, in time.
Share a memorable experience from your point of view as an alternative model in your ______ community
When I joined my first modeling group, it was in Iowa. I was one of the only alternative women in the group, especially in my area. I had photographers request shoots with me specifically because they had always wanted to shoot in a specific spot or in a certain style but never had someone to fit the scene. It was instant gratification to know that by just being me I was making an impact, even in small ways. As one of my first experiences, it really set me up to love modeling as a whole. -- @Skitten
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the_jabberwock:
Some great questions and a lovely insight. You have gained one more fan for sure. I really enjoy this feature on the site.
maryhart:
Lovely 💗