QUESTIONS FROM MEMBRS:
@Lioncourt asked When you can't sleep, what keeps you up at night?
I usually daydream a lot, so when I can’t sleep I keep making fake scenarios in my mind that I wish would happen.
@Kingofcool asked Where does your sg name come from?
It’s a mashup from awkward and red! something that I feel describes part of my personality and my favorite color.
@Samihain asked Which of your tattoos is your favorite and why?
I don’t have a favorite, but one of my top 3 is the sad clown on my arm. It kind of reminds me of my work: I do sex work and strip at a night club, so I’m kinda like a clown. I have to entertain and keep a light attitude when necessary. And sad because sometimes it really causes a huge burn out, I feel stressed and sad. (But don’t worry, I love my job!)
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@MJC1225 asked What made you decide to join Suicide Girls?
I always wanted to model. But my body wasn’t thin or fit and my looks were average so I had no future in that industry. So I focused on something related. I always knew I wanted to get tattooed so when I heard of one girl here in my country who was super successful and had lots of tattoos it motivated me. I realized she was a SuicideGirl and I instantly fell in love with the concept!
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QUESTIONS FROM SUICIDEGIRLS:
How were you first introduced to SuicideGirls?
I found the community because a fellow Chilean was a famous model of the site in our country. I found her work very stunning and I admired her a lot.
Where do you find inspiration?
Models all over instagram and other suicidegirls. I love the art vibes of some sets!
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What impact has your culture / identity had on your modeling journey?
Definitely my identity had a lot of impact. I always tried to get out of the box and what was expected of me. My culture is very influenced by USA (subtly though) and being a rebel, I always rejected how my life was supposed to go (finish high school, study medicine, law, engineering or something similar, get married, etc) and found peace in art. Porn and erotic photography became an escape of all the straight lines from my society. A way of saying “I don’t agree with this!”
What is your favorite form of self expression?
Definitely makeup and dancing. I love how through makeup I can look different and become my own character. Through dancing my whole life i’ve been able to get my feelings out of my chest. Modeling is a mix of both, taking makeup and poses to communicate something and become someone.
What is your favorite form of self-care OR what is your self-care routine?
Do my skin care routine, reading and napping! I need a lot of alone time so doing activities alone I can take a breath and feel lighter.
What part of your beauty routine makes you feel most confident?
Skincare. A good foundation makes a good result. Also can’t go without concealer and eyeliner.
What impact has SG had in discovering yourself as a person and a model?
I was able to know myself better, find the ways my body worked and the impact of expressions. SG was my starting point as a model and an adult content creator. I’m grateful of being able to know me as much as I do now, being in love with myself and my body. Even with my insecurities, finding this alternative community made me realize the true beauty of the human body. I also fell in love with sensuality and erotism.
Share a memorable experience from your point of view as an alternative model in your ______ community
Working with other women and photographers was a huge experience! Everytime I work with someone I feel so happy and fulfilled. The support and empowerment is something out of this world.
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Is there anything else you want to share about your ____ community?
I would write an essay about all the things i’ve experienced and learned being a part of different communities. SG opened a lot of doors for me (inside of me and work wise). I just want to express all the love I feel about what I do. -- @awkred
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ester:
Stunning ! ❤️
cinderpage:
I loved reading this. Thank you for sharing 💕