QUESTIONS FROM MEMBERS:
@Lioncourt asked What snack you can’t live without? // If you had to describe yourself in only 3 words, what would you choose? What words do you think your friends would choose to describe you?
Omg, that is easy. My flaming hot Cheetos & big cold glass of milk. (yummy) Sounds gross, yes, but don't knock it until you try it. Hehe...
Good question. I would say caring, crazy/goofy, stubborn ASF... I think most of my friends that really know me would agree with me being caring and crazy. I'm the friend that we would end up in jail possibly together on a night out :) Something else I'm not really proud of is that sometimes I can be a little self-centered, which I don't realize when it happens because I get over excited about things, but at the end of the day I would give the shirt off my back for a friend I care about. I really have to say I love my SG family, it really has helped me in a better place mentally...
@CPMower831 asked Can you describe the ideal first date?
Honestly, I'm such a hopeless romantic and a true sucker for it. It doesn't take a lot to impress me. BEST date I've ever been on: he had horror movies, put seats down in the back, and drove to a lake. We had a bong, pizza, weed, my favorite candy. It was great and didn't cost a lot, but how he planned it (Oh and soda, haha - for the cotton mouth)
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@Scottzilla67 asked When do you plan to go back to Tennessee?
Ah! I wish so badly to move back within the next few years. I really miss the mountain air and the country-night air. It's so different than living in the city.
@Amoxi asked If you could pick one member, one hopeful, and one SG to hang out all together with, who would you pick?
Hm, this is hard. There are so many I want to hang with, and smoke with. I know an SG I'm dying to hang with is @lioncourt and hopefuls I would love to meet are you, Amoxi, & @aschiron. Members, well let's see, put a shrimp on the barbie @burden_In_My_Hand and @inkedodie... @hotdoguk... See, this isn't easy, girl. Lol
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@Burden_In_My_Hand asked Do you ever remember your dreams? If so, what was the weirdest dream you can recall?
Honestly, I smoke so much weed I normally don't remember any. I do have the "falling" dreams a lot and will jolt myself awake. In March, I ate some magic mushrooms. I tripped and had weird dreams. Everything was black, and almost like rope swirling around, bright red and blue green then it had spikes all over. It was kinda scary and then eventually I had to yack.
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@Inkedodie said You have a free day to do absolutely anything you want. What would you spend they day doing?
Take my kids to Disneyland and go on the rides until I throw up.
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@Tarot asked Can you tell us about some of your style influences?
I love colors. I never really had influences. I did like Lady Gaga, and how she just did what she wanted and didn't care. I really like that attitude. But usually, I see something and I will just put something together like plaids and stripes... more of an old soul. I really enjoy seeing the older styles coming back :)
@Kingofcool asked If you could have one wish that would come true, what would you wish for and why?
This is a hard one for me, but I would say that I want my children to grow up and be amazing humans and to know that I did good as a parent (not to fail)... No parent wants [to receive] a call that their children are in jail, so just having them grow up and be responsible, good people. Caring and kind. That's all this mom wishes for. Some will understand this and others may not, but being a parent isn't easy.
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@Samihain asked Do you have any pets?
I sure do. I have a 10 year-old Pomeranian. His name is Bear and he is my old man. I have two kitty boys. One is Tom and I got him from a shelter a few years ago. He was already full-grown but a lovebug, so I took him :) And also Zeppelin; my hairless boy. I got him in 2020 during [the height of the pandemic]. He is such a mush.
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@Sorcerer333 asked Do you currently have or have ever had a cat named Alice?
Haha! Nope, never. I would probably name one Cheshire before Alice.
@Romous117 asked What is your dream set idea?
Mm, a multi (of course). I would like for myself and another [model] playing around in a shower or bathtub where the shower head comes off... ;) ;) You know where I'm going with this.
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@Babel asked Can you tell me 3 things from your bucket list?
Zip-lining is something I really want to try, finish all of my Alice In Wonderland tattoos, and travel the world
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@Spectral_Line asked What is your favourite animated heroine and which do you prefer Heroes or Villains? // I'd like to know about how your obsession with Alice began and what was your first Alice tattoo?
My favorite are the Villains. I would have to say the Cheshire Cat is my favorite and then Poison Ivy, and Catwoman. I always enjoyed the villains that were confident in their sexuality.
My obsession with Alice In Wonderland & Wizard of Oz started as a kid. I really connected with the story of Alice In Wonderland. She was very much a daddy's girl and I am too, and she lives in a world all of her own... I daydreamed a lot as a kid. My goal was to have all of the characters [from the story] on my body, and different versions of Alice In Wonderland is the plan. The one thing I love enough to tattoo my entire body as one theme.
@MJC1225 asked When where you first introduced to Suicide Girls? And what did you experience?
One of my best friends from the strip club. She told me about the website [this was in 2012] and so I checked out the website and felt really comfortable. I found a great new outlet & met some great friends. I took a break for family reasons and now I'm back and stronger than ever.
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QUESTIONS FROM SUICIDEGIRLS:
How were you first introduced to SuicideGirls?
I was a dancer at a strip club & one of the girls told me I should apply so I checked the site out that week and gave it a try and that was where I started my hopeful journey!
Where do you find inspiration?
My children help a lot to keep me motivated and striving towards a better life. Also, weed and music. I find both help a lot, especially when mental health can be troublesome... Weed has always helped me get my creative juices flowing.
What impact has your culture / identity had on your modeling journey?
Growing up in a very religious home and church, [and then] seeing how others would get treated that had tattoos and piercings or colored hair, it really changed me as a person. I thought we treat everyone the same, or how we as individuals want to be treated, and growing up I saw a lot. So I made the change and [decided to] never treat others because they look different. And [as a model] you meet so many different people from different backgrounds and cultures; I think my upbringing taught me just how you should treat a human being. It’s amazing to learn about different cultures and people's upbringing.
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What is your favorite form of self expression?
Being myself. I try to set trends, not follow them. I love to be different and weird, and people either accept me or they don’t… In younger days, I would write poems and keep them in a journal to express my dark thoughts or painful moments in my life.
What is your favorite form of self-care OR what is your self-care routine?
Making time for myself. I think it’s very important. Everyone takes a little time out for themselves; whether it’s [getting their] hair done or nails, and especially moms. I feel like we take care of everyone else and, at the end of the day, we need to stop and do something special for ourselves.
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What part of your beauty routine makes you feel most confident?
Not even gonna lie, makeup for me is like a shield. I feel confident & more sexy. Otherwise, I feel like a dork. The nerd girl is still there. SG has made me more confident. I now stream without makeup (something I would have never done years ago)
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What impact has SG had in discovering yourself as a person and a model?
In 2012, I joined SG in hopes of becoming an official SuicideGirl. I made a lot of friends here. People just like me or had similar experiences with the outside world, and after a couple years on the site I let someone control my life and leave everything behind. Never again. It’s been 9 yrs and SG has helped me grow as a person and into the model I am today. I love engaging with people that are just like me... I have always been a socially awkward kind of person. This year has been amazing. Everything from meeting wonderful SG photographers to SuicideGirls and hopefuls. It’s a sisterhood, and brotherhood, of wonderful people and so happy to be a part of the SG community.
Share a memorable experience from your point of view as an alternative model in your ______ community
One for the books. A memorable experience would be the Philly Shootfest I attended this year. I got to meet so many amazing people. Sometimes it’s just nice to be with a group of people with the same interests and smoke weed together. I really needed the girl time, and a mommy break, so thank you SG for the wonderful experience and the people that planned the shootfest -- @cheshire_
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knives:
I loveee flaming hot Cheetos and respect for what you said as a parent, I would have the same concern for my children and want them to grow up to be good people
cinderpage:
I loved reaching this!!