QUESTIONS FROM MEMBERS:
@Adam_Bovary said I know you own guns. Do you go hunting or is it just a sporting / gun range hobby?
I personally only shoot at the range. I'm too much of an animal lover to go hunting. I legit think I'd cry if I ever intentionally hurt an animal.
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@White_Lionheart asked With everything you collect, what's your holy grail? Like, the most prized out of your entire collection?
Wow, going in on the hard questions! So while most people's grails are their most expensive or hardest to get thing in their collection, mine are the ones that have the most meaning behind them or because of who they came from.
So instead of one, I'll give you my top 3 and the reasons why. 1) My 25 anniversary Pokémon ultra premium set. My local Pokémon store actually saved one of these for me the day it dropped because I wasn't able to get to the store that day. 2) My dachshund funko; not only does it look just like my pup, Mary Jane, but a good friend *cough cough* got it for me. Last but not least, 3) My Bidoof's special delivery promo card. I had someone surprise me with Pokémon stuffies for my birthday and that was in the package as well.
@Romous117 asked What's your favourite thing about the SG community?
My favorite thing about the SG community is the people here, and being able to express myself freely without the fear of being ridiculed for nothing enough clothes of or just being different. I love seeing girls support girls and watching everyone chase their dreams.
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@Bo asked What is your experience that generated more traumas in your life?
A lot of my life has been linked to trauma. From absent or narcissistic parents, abusive family members, and even abusive ex-relationships. But I try my best to look at the positive aspects, like if it weren't for my rough upbringing I may not be who or where I am today.
@Daadaa86 asked How did you find out about SuicideGirls? How has it changed your life, or has it? Have you encountered any harassment and how have you dealt with it?
I knew about SG for a long time, but I never thought I'd have the chance to join myself until I met @foxxy and asked her if she would help me get signed up and help me through my first set.
I would say SG has changed my life. SG has helped me gain my confidence back as well as make a ton of friends here on the site, both member and models.
I personally haven't dealt with anything negative from SG itself, but I have dealt with harassment outside of SG. Normally when it does happen, I just brush it off. I've got fairly tough skin so, unless they are attacking my family or friends, I just let it go.
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@Svetlanna asked How do you handle your job with your mom life?
This is always a question I get. For me, I don't hide anything from my daughter. She knows what I do and has actually done a few modeling shoots herself. I'd rather her know, be safe, and feel that if she ever has any questions or problems that she can come to me for the answers.
@Katdaddy asked Console or PC? (I know, console) Would you ever consider switching to PC?
One day I hope to be able switch to PC. Right now, it's an expensive switch especially when I'm saving for a new camera upgrade.
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@Chrismess asked Have you ever been compared to Sarah Silvermen?
Nope, never :)
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@Amoxi asked Excluding time/cost/travel restrictions, where’s your dream vacation spot?
I would absolutely love to go to Japan. I love anime and Pokémon so there's not much of a better place for vacation than that!
@Deadlybob asked What’s your favorite video game?
My favorite video games are Fortnite, Rust, and Pokémon games.
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@Gabbymoon asked What is your favorite movie? What is your dream set?
My favorite movie is Finding Nemo; it has been since I was in middle school.
As far as my dream set, I would love to do a Lady Thor set. I may just-so-happen to already have a full-size replica Stormbreaker ready for the day I'm able to make it happen.
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@Thegirlnextdoorll asked How many tattoos do you have and which one is your favorite?
I have roughly 26 tattoos. I say roughly because, having both sleeves done and working on leg sleeves, they all kinda blur together. I actually have 3 favorites; my butterfly and locket because I drew it myself, my spidey stitch that @White_Lionheart drew up for me, and my daughter's footprints.
@Stewmungous asked How many fellow SG models have you met? What do you get out of connection with the other SGs? Are you known as a connector IRL/have a large circle of friends? Have a "day job" or full time model/content creator? Was your first nude modeling on SG? Can you describe your first time and what it was like, i.e. hurdles to overcome?
I have actually met quite a few SG babes; both hopefuls and SGs. I met all the Blackheart Burlesque performers when they were last in St. Louis. I hosted a local, non-official shootfest and there were 9 - 10 models there. My closest in-real-life friends are SGs. Not to mention, the dozens I've met through livestreams.
I love making friends with fellow SG babes because we have similar goals and lifestyles as well as a better understanding of what we all go through, which a lot of people may not understand.
While I don't have a huge friends circle, I do make sure to connect the friends I have made together and those friendships normally work out fantastic for them.
I am a full time model and content creator. Although, I also design tattoo designs as well as do photography and model coaching.
Shooting my first SG set was not my first time shooting nude. When I started modeling, I quickly learned boudoir and nude work was my happy place. I go to every shoot with some sort of security so I've never really had any hurdles at a shoot.
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@Sirhugsalot asked Any upcoming cosplays? What would be your dream destination to shoot at?
I do have a cosplay set planned for my next shoot! I can't wait to shoot it!!
My dream shoot location would be on Sea Glass Beach in California. I have been obsessed with the beauty of the beach for years and hope to one day make that dream come true.
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QUESTIONS FROM SUICIDEGIRLS:
How were you first introduced to SuicideGirls?
I was first introduced to SG when I was younger. I always loved tattoos so of course I had found a few SGs on social media. But it wasn't until I started following a local SG, @foxxy, that I realized I wanted to be a part of SuicideGirls.
Where do you find inspiration?
My inspiration? That's a hard one. I find inspiration all around me honestly. Every shoot I go to, every person I meet, even my friends and family. I'm super blessed to be surrounded by people who truly support me, my dreams, and my career. That's all the inspiration I need.
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What impact has your culture / identity had on your modeling journey?
Who I am as a person has always put a target on my back. I have a huge heart and wear it on my sleeve. I get a lot of backlash for helping new models because some established models see it as a threat. So they take that anger out on me, which I'm ok with. Everyone deserves a safe place to create.
What is your favorite form of self expression?
My favorite forms of self expression have to be sketching and poetry. I love to open my "bottled up emotions" and let them spill all over my pages. Sometimes you'll get a beautiful uplifting image or poem, and other times you'll see my inner turmoil raging.
What is your favorite form of self-care OR what is your self-care routine?
My favorite form of self-care is unplugging from the world and just losing myself in video games or art. Sometimes for me to not have to worry about the real world for even an hour or two can recharge my "batteries" as they say.
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What part of your beauty routine makes you feel most confident?
Honestly, I'm pretty confident without any beauty routine but if I had to pick one I'd say my eyeliner. I don't know why, but a good winged liner just makes me feel complete.
What impact has SG had in discovering yourself as a person and a model?
SG has truly changed my life. From the moment I joined SG, I felt at home. I felt like it was a place I was accepted and welcomed with open arms. I personally have extreme social anxiety, but SG has helped me past some of it! I used to be so scared to stream anywhere, but after just a few streams I fell in love with streaming on the site. I've also made a lot of friends, both members and models. As far as how it's helped me grow as a model, I've learned so much from SG. Whether it be finding new poses, lighting techniques, or even makeup looks that photograph beautifully. I'm sure you can see my "growth" throughout my sets over the last 3 years.
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Share a memorable experience from your point of view as an alternative model in your ______ community
I have two I'd love to share. First is about my very first set. I was so nervous and honestly wasn't sure I knew where to start. So I took the chance and asked @foxxy if she would possibly help me through my first set. She, of course, said yes and asked for everything I had planned so far. She was even nice enough to join me at the shoot to do my makeup and ensure I wasn't missing anything at all. Now, 3 years later, she's my best friend and I will forever be grateful for her. Second is the moment I walked into my tattoo shop, after my artist hung his BlackHeart Burlesque poster. I cried (yes legit cried). I had never felt more accepted for my career and life choices than that very moment. Just knowing that my tattoo artist was fully supportive was overwhelming, and so publicly too. I knew that was the day I picked my forever tattoo shop.
Is there anything else you want to share about your ____ community?
I love that SG is so diverse and accepting of everyone, everywhere. No matter the color of someone's skin, their size, their life choices, or even gender you identify as: you are welcome on SG. You have the opportunity to make friends around the world and simply connect with so many amazing people. -- @jadestoner
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