It's about time I wrote my first blog, huh? The first months of 2011 have flown by and I haven't been able to settle in here properly. Joining SG was a bit of a Christmas present for myself (that and a new vibrator which I managed to break before Valentine's Day rolled around!) but I've taken my time looking around.
I am very involved in a woman-only forum where I am a mentor, and I absolutely adore it; but one of the odd things about being a mentor is the strange perception that you're full of answers, when I really feel like I am full of questions. Much as I'm grateful for the opportunity to mentor others, I need a place for me to explore all the things I'm still working out about myself, my life and my sexuality.
Why on earth is my sexuality still mystifying me at my age (almost 36)?! I think a huge part of it is that I was on the Pill for many years, and while I felt fine at the time, I was really numb, in a fog, and really detached from my sexuality. I went off the Pill in October and now my body is trying to make up for lost time, apparently. It's been a very sexy time, although a bit baffling. What do I do with all this energy now? And what do I want?
I guess I need to figure that out. I do know that I am glad to be here among such interesting and real people -- and I'm looking forward to making some awesome friends!
I am very involved in a woman-only forum where I am a mentor, and I absolutely adore it; but one of the odd things about being a mentor is the strange perception that you're full of answers, when I really feel like I am full of questions. Much as I'm grateful for the opportunity to mentor others, I need a place for me to explore all the things I'm still working out about myself, my life and my sexuality.
Why on earth is my sexuality still mystifying me at my age (almost 36)?! I think a huge part of it is that I was on the Pill for many years, and while I felt fine at the time, I was really numb, in a fog, and really detached from my sexuality. I went off the Pill in October and now my body is trying to make up for lost time, apparently. It's been a very sexy time, although a bit baffling. What do I do with all this energy now? And what do I want?
I guess I need to figure that out. I do know that I am glad to be here among such interesting and real people -- and I'm looking forward to making some awesome friends!
I never was able to be on pill for a long time (crappy body), so I can't help you with the energy problem. I guess sports and sex are the best combination for using this energy
Have a nice evening