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sigh, i am sooooo sick of waiting for my hand to heal. it's been 3 weeks now and i still have to wear this stupid bandage on my hand, i feel like such a gimp. i can't even play final fantasy right. i was supposed to have an appointment at the burn clinic the other day but when i got there they told me that i was a week early, it must have been a mistake because i told them when I wanted my appointment and it wasn't next week it was this week, dammit! I still haven't gone back to work. And i got sunburned on top of that.
So, I went to the Ralph Nader convention of conference or whatever the other day. I signed the paper to get him on the ballot. woohoo.
I saw Farenheit 9/11 today. it was sold out opening day so we had to order our tickets 2 days ahead of time. it was good.
I added some new pics to my photo album. My burned hand, my cat, some older pics of me and my family.
I got my payment for my new set yesterday, now I have some money, which will go to my trip to Mexico fund.
You know I am such a wreck when it comes to meeting people and making friends. Everyone has their success stories from SG about how they have met so many great people and bla bla bla. I have had many opportunities to meet the other girls in PDX, and I want to, in a way, but then I don't. I do know 1/2 a dozen or so of the girls but most of them I knew before they were on the site. Germany told me to call her and I keep putting it off. I guess I'm just afraid of girls. I don't have any girlfriends, I used to but they left me. I guess it was my own fault but in a similar situation a guy would still be my friend.

edited to add that i just got pictures developed, check them out