perplext

i lecture about change and later realize maybe i should listen to myself. so many times i've tried to warn of things that would end badly, and they have, and i've risked alot in saying so, trying to save people grief, but it never helps. if people i knew weren't so emotionally masochistic, i might stand a chance at keeping a smile on my face for a week straight. at least works busy so i can hide in that.