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perkele

Holland, MI

Member Since 2010

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Wednesday Sep 29, 2010

Sep 28, 2010
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The cold cold wind is blowing at my back, pushing my steps off this beaten path. I check the time just for something to do, I'm always stuck stuck in this loop.

Mama cries in the back of my mind, Daddy tries the best he can. The family tree is rotting at the base, the bark so strong now just falls away. At the courthouse I changed my name, three hundred dollars just to scribble in pen, three hundred dollars for a sham transformation. Strangers say the words they think will get my attention, it's not their fault, but I'll never get close to them.

My sisters splash just to keep their heads afloat, they never speak of the skeletons kept in their closets. With a panicked look I'm throwing out lifelines, I'm trying so hard to keep a grip. I saw him pass like dust in a shaft of light. Power ranger games that yielded so much blood.

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