perkele

Did you take a moment, between brushing your teeth and cussing at the asshole that just cut you off, to say goodbye?

I wish I had.

Like fog on the ground, I hang around till the sun burns me out.

There is a beauty that we all miss, of those warm mornings we stroll through absentmindedly. The mountains blown to valleys, a transformation missed just outside our computer screens. I trapped a butterfly in the greenhouse, but I let her go today. Fluttering away to the music kept in my veins......
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I hate the emergency room. No matter what city you're in, if you happen to visit the ER you will be confronted with the smell of vomit. And then, no matter what you are there for, you will get sick.

I got the sniffles...hell to the yeah....

Has anybody seen my OJ?

Sliced up my hand pretty good last night. Now I can't feel the any part of my thumb. I'm wondering how tattooing will be...

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders
I feel strong enough to carry it all.
I was once young and so unsure
Stuttering and Shaking with every step
How the years have steadied my gait

I feel the gaze of the crowd at my back
I don't turn to show them my face
I was once infantile and uncertain
Second guessing at...
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Just finished a tattoo. I am tired, my back and my neck hurts and Suzanne wants to go out for dinner. I'd love to but i feel like shit. And it's not like we'll be alone...Ophie will be cranky...she's cranky right now. And we'll have to fight Isabella just to eat her food....seriously...you are not a bird, you are a little girl.

I need a...
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The drive was long. I felt the eighteen hours in my right ass cheek--burning, aching, intensifying every minute.

The Travel Plaza smelled like bleach, or chlorine, but mostly of sticky hands and sweaty arm pits. Tattoos and teenie boppers, the life guards throwing smiles like vomit in a bucket. My stomach was upset but I was too hungry to say "no" to the cheeseburger. I...
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So So Busy...

One of our two thousand gallon tanks sprang a leak...oh what a nightmare. I've been netting, weighing, measuring fish all morning. And I stink...

Anyone out there know how to identify a leak from the interior of a structure?

I'm considering Grad. School in two possible locations: Culebra, Puerto Rico or Stirling, Scotland. Culebra specializes in Deep Sea Cage Culture and Stirling focuses more on Sustainable Aquaculture. So the real question is: Tropical or Temperate?

Captain America, Superman, even our friendly neighborhood Spiderman all run around advertising the good ol' U.S. of A. This upset me.

So it turns out black widows are not quite as lethal as they let on to be. Sure they can take down the opposite sex, some grasshoppers and other six to eight legged creatures. But I am still standing!!!...my leg hurts though...like I got...
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Shaved my head again. It's to fucking hot outside to have any hair longer than a quarter inch. My wife hates the "Marines" look, but I have to admit, I love it. I once entertained the thought, that is of joining the Marines, but decided against it. Something tells me it was the best choice for me.

Oh and my long lost brother just made...
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Finally got my hydroponics raceway done!!! After a couple hiccups and delays, I am now set up to grow some leafy greens. Any suggestions??

I had a couple terrible dreams last night. Does anyone know the significance of dreaming that crazy old ladies are trying to run you down in Monster Trucks??? Or mothers shooting themselves in the jugular??? Odd...