thanks, i say, pondering the idea that maybe these years haven't been an entire waste. but i stop and remember that they probably were on some level that acknowledging would mean admitting that i'm not as smart as i once thought. i'll continue to love you in some other far off life. but not now. i have too much to do.
charley:
Nothing is a waste, some things are just more important in the scheme of things but everything adds up to something, even if it's merely experience...I think 
tegan:
no, thats kind of random.