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You ever go have dinner with your parents and there's nothing to talk about, so everyone's just looking around the restaurant waiting impatiently for the food to come so there will be a reason not to talk. Yup that was my last night. Chris n Pitts is kind of a yucky restaurant and all the waitresses wear plaid lumberjack shirts tucked into their hiked up pants. They look so masculine. Then there's that same material from their shirts covering the walls and cobwebs clinging to every surface. And my honey glazed ribs tasted old. Afterwards I watched Steel Magnolias with my mom and I ate peanut butter cup icecream and I cried to my mommy that CJ loves his new car more than me and he's going to spend all his time working on his new car and that he doesn't need me anymore. And she saying all the stuff a mom would say, like, "Kimberly Amber that boy would be stupid not to love you." and "Did you ever think that he's fixing up that new car to try and impress you?" and "You need to go up to that boy and tell him how you feel and you make him tell you how he feels about you." And what's funny about all this is that she's developed a southern accent from watching the movie. I've just been super-duper emotional lately and I'm afraid to talk to CJ becasue I might just bust out crying for no reason. Hmmmpphh.



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