perfectfutility

We were stupid, We got caught, Nothing matters anymore, So what, Here we are, Juggernaut...

I partied hard last night
Wild

My unemployment is coming through (finally) and I'll be getting money every week to search for work as a writer



I think I'm gonna go buy a legit suit in a week or two

Nothing You Can Say Can Stop Me Going Home...

New Jersey is different in so many ways

I'm reviving the way I was; unconcerned with every little issue, and happy.

I feel so good


I bought a Toshiba netbook from the Staples store I worked at 3 years ago, as part of the opening crew

The manager remembers me still

Of course he didn't recognize...
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So Long Amory...

Today is the last day living in The Dalles, Oregon
and tomorrow will be my last day in Oregon, period.

At 5:30 AM on Thursday February 25th, I will be boarding a plane at Portland International Airport bound for Phoenix, Arizona, connecting to a flight to Newark, New Jersey.

After almost three years living in Oregon, I'm returning to my hometown indefinitely...
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Note to self: what you think is funny, isn't always funny. Sometimes it'll just be stupid.

Out of tune this tale of terror,

The solemn tolling of the funeral bells,

I want to know what's going on in that pretty little head of yours,

Where everyday's a Bone Palace Ballet...



People are poor

It makes selling things VERY difficult

I need money and have no job

Maybe I should become a stripper

Only problem...



...No tits.

Valentines Day

A miserable holiday

It's a wet dream for the fans of consumerism

"Buy me to show that special someone you love them"



Ok, I'm just bitter because I never had a valentine. Fuck off.

K-I-S-S I'm in distress

I need someone to spell it out

You know our love's not unconditional

Because these words mean nothing to me now

I really am too bored

I need a job already

It's only been like 3 weeks and I'm bored out of my mind


Either that or I need friends

One of the two will work

Happy birthday to meeee

2009 is over

And all I can think is "Good riddance"

This year has been pretty hellacious, full of twists and turns, ups and downs, and unneeded stresses that have only hindered everything I have hoped for. I've discovered new friends and rediscovered many of my old ones. I have seen places and done things I have come to cherish as moments of true happiness....
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