I can't believe I let my heart fall into the hands of a monster
A creature beyond definition
I love you means nothing here
These are roads man never wishes to tread
I shake with anger
I was ready to run back to her
I missed her
But now
Now the monster has ripped it from me
The last surviving bit of humanity
"As much as I loved you"
It hasn't even been months
It's past already
I fight tears
I fight these ancient urges
I cannot hurt myself
I must be numb
A creature beyond definition
I love you means nothing here
These are roads man never wishes to tread
I shake with anger
I was ready to run back to her
I missed her
But now
Now the monster has ripped it from me
The last surviving bit of humanity
"As much as I loved you"
It hasn't even been months
It's past already
I fight tears
I fight these ancient urges
I cannot hurt myself
I must be numb