i'm in arizona.
alone in the desert again. or...something. i'm just laying here in my old room and my old bed and remembering what it was like when i lived here.
stuck in a relationship going nowhere.
stuck in this state going nowhere.
stuck in this nowhere, nothing type of mood.
as much as i hopethinkfeel that i'm not going back to being like that, i can't really help it. i'm getting those feelings again. i may not be in a relationship, but i feel stuck. i don't know what it is or why or who or what can fix it. i can't even explain what it is that i feel. i just feel...numb to everything. indifferent.
i don't want this again.
in other news, i got an ipod and death cab for cutie is currently making me feel "better" as they usually do.
that and i feel like pouncing boys again. in the gutter and a rut? how does that work?
.:I think that it's brainless to assume that making changes to your window's view will give a new perspective.
And the hardest part is yet to come
I don't mind restrictions or if you're blacking out the friction
It's just an escape (it's overrated anyways)
The hardest part is yet to come:.
alone in the desert again. or...something. i'm just laying here in my old room and my old bed and remembering what it was like when i lived here.
stuck in a relationship going nowhere.
stuck in this state going nowhere.
stuck in this nowhere, nothing type of mood.
as much as i hopethinkfeel that i'm not going back to being like that, i can't really help it. i'm getting those feelings again. i may not be in a relationship, but i feel stuck. i don't know what it is or why or who or what can fix it. i can't even explain what it is that i feel. i just feel...numb to everything. indifferent.
i don't want this again.
in other news, i got an ipod and death cab for cutie is currently making me feel "better" as they usually do.
that and i feel like pouncing boys again. in the gutter and a rut? how does that work?
.:I think that it's brainless to assume that making changes to your window's view will give a new perspective.
And the hardest part is yet to come
I don't mind restrictions or if you're blacking out the friction
It's just an escape (it's overrated anyways)
The hardest part is yet to come:.
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fr3ak:
nawwww you arnt that white!
i_poop_too_much:
.......Tattoine?