I've been really busy lately. I'm only busy because of my own devices. In other words I've been kind of a tool in so far as the rest of my life is concerned. As of Wednesday* I'm blocking a bunch of websites, sg among them. ::insert emo sigh here::
So I leave you with a countdown of sorts:
-=-five albums/songs-=-
.Nightwish.Dark Passion Play. Female led, symphonic metal.
.Between the Buried and Me.Colors. Truly, this is good prog/technical metal; I've listened to a decent amount lately, and while some bands are technically proficient, it can be difficult to tell. These guys actually do something with it.
.Jimmy Eat World.Chase this Light. I could get all gushy but it's basically my new fall album. So, so, so, good.
.Tom Waits.Real Gone. I just discovered Tom Waits, and he is everything I hoped he would be.
.Iron Fire.Blade of Triumph. Awesome epic metal. Think Dragon Force but better.
-=-four foods-=-
.tea! mostly green tea, but correctly brewed chai with vanilla soymilk makes me squeal with happiness. But a little squeal. Because I'm happy.
.kiwi! I adore these little green fruit. They are so delicious.
.pomegranate! I had one last night that was amazing. Seriously, it was perfect.
.soup! What a perfect meal huh? You make a big pot and then you have it for the rest of the week to just heat up and enjoy. AMAZING!
-=-three wishes-=-
.for me to get my act in gear.
.for the universe to give someone a job they would be happy at.
.the same wish i wish on every star, dandelion, and birthday candle. so i'm not going to tell you.
-=-two needs-=-
.eat healthier.
.get to the gym.
i'm feeling more like this:
than this:
So I need to work on that.
-=-one picture-=-
Yeah I changed my hair. Like a month ago. It was so damaged I had no choice but to cut it all off and the last time I touched up my roots it got blonder. So. There you go.
p.s. It really irritates me why people think I was grabbing my junk in my Eames set. I wasn't. I was there, it was my hand tangled up in my fishnets. Never once was contact made. Trust me. I'm just sort of sick of "OMG UR TOUCHIN URSELF!!!1!!!!11!1"
There's only one person who gets to see that and they aren't a member.
*I'm closing out a regional group clean-up thread on wednesday and deleting memebers which are not accounted for.
So I leave you with a countdown of sorts:
-=-five albums/songs-=-
.Nightwish.Dark Passion Play. Female led, symphonic metal.
.Between the Buried and Me.Colors. Truly, this is good prog/technical metal; I've listened to a decent amount lately, and while some bands are technically proficient, it can be difficult to tell. These guys actually do something with it.
.Jimmy Eat World.Chase this Light. I could get all gushy but it's basically my new fall album. So, so, so, good.
.Tom Waits.Real Gone. I just discovered Tom Waits, and he is everything I hoped he would be.
.Iron Fire.Blade of Triumph. Awesome epic metal. Think Dragon Force but better.
-=-four foods-=-
.tea! mostly green tea, but correctly brewed chai with vanilla soymilk makes me squeal with happiness. But a little squeal. Because I'm happy.
.kiwi! I adore these little green fruit. They are so delicious.
.pomegranate! I had one last night that was amazing. Seriously, it was perfect.
.soup! What a perfect meal huh? You make a big pot and then you have it for the rest of the week to just heat up and enjoy. AMAZING!
-=-three wishes-=-
.for me to get my act in gear.
.for the universe to give someone a job they would be happy at.
.the same wish i wish on every star, dandelion, and birthday candle. so i'm not going to tell you.
-=-two needs-=-
.eat healthier.
.get to the gym.
i'm feeling more like this:
than this:
So I need to work on that.
-=-one picture-=-
Yeah I changed my hair. Like a month ago. It was so damaged I had no choice but to cut it all off and the last time I touched up my roots it got blonder. So. There you go.
p.s. It really irritates me why people think I was grabbing my junk in my Eames set. I wasn't. I was there, it was my hand tangled up in my fishnets. Never once was contact made. Trust me. I'm just sort of sick of "OMG UR TOUCHIN URSELF!!!1!!!!11!1"
There's only one person who gets to see that and they aren't a member.*I'm closing out a regional group clean-up thread on wednesday and deleting memebers which are not accounted for.
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rin:
you know, i'm very similar. i'm really mad, a lot of the time, and i don't have a sufficient outlet for it. a lot of it comes out in being an asshole in the same situation you mentioned. i was told years ago by an ex that i was just too angry and i've never figured out how to deal with it.
rin:
^ since there is no edit button...the ex was spot-on that i was too angry. not being vindictive or something, haha.