Hey guys,
I've been thinking a lot about my family (my family consists of brother, sisters and my sisters kids) and its making me sad. I miss them so much! I haven't seen them in about 4 years now and sadly I don't think I ever will. Due to some fucked up things I found out about my parents I don't want to go and visit them cause I will refuse to see my parents. I hate them and I will not ever let them see my daughter or me ever!! Woah! Sorry about that lol venting. Anyway, I really hate feeling this way and I can't help but cry. I wish I could send them a plane ticket so we can all see one another again. I fear my sister will go back to prison and with how sick my brother is I fear he will die before I could have him meet his niece and my other sister is so random that I don't even know what to think. So I guess long story short I miss the shit out of my family. I am sorry for the shitty post but I needed to get it off my chest.
A very upset hopeful
Pepper
