pepper13

well leaving 2marrow 4 philly, wasn't going 2 go out but I am such a bar whore, I dont know y I do this to myself all the time . I go out being so optimistic and I come home feeling so fucking lettt down and alone. work is going to suck ass but thats ok, at least I'll b making money. prob b back next weekend cos my boss (who is of the Forbes blood) does not want us 2 get any overtime. God I hate rich greedy people!!!!!!!!!!!! so I have 2 spend 10 hours (unpaid) flying west to go east 4 a lousy 48 hours of work in sub fucking 0 temps. I really need something positive in my life, I know that I have so much more 2 offer than bitching all the time. hate people who piss and moan all the time so therefore I am starting to hate myself, and that I know is totally not cool! I want 2 thank everone who has responded to my ramblings and been cool about it , cos there is noone here I can vent to. I will prob look at this site 1 more time b4 I leave and miss it the whole time I am gone. goodnite all