penultimate

oh my god oh my god i'm gonna puke. i went to BJs tonight with my boy and two of my friends and i ordered a chili cheese angus burger and fries. i only ate about half of my dinner, but even that was a huge amount and now i'm paying for consuming that disgusting mess. i am so so nauseous. it feels like i've been drinking all night. this was supposed to be my farewell to junk food meal and i'm so sorry i ate it. i think it may be about time to revisit my pescatarian preferences. churning tummy for the big fat lose.


i went to my first gown fitting today. i ordered it a size smaller than my actual size, but since it's a corset back gown it still fit really well. that's a huge relief. i do have the problem of ridiculous back fat though which is the problem i have with that gown in any size. i have no idea how to tone my back. i'm most likely going to have to have sleeves made to hide my back a bit. i was told not to lose too much weight or i'll change the fit of the dress and make it sit weird.

k, gotta puke now.