I'm so totaly out of here.
I can't spend money I don't have. I need to pay off my loans. I'm also addicted to clothes, booze, shoes, bikes/skates/tents/skis/all other sorts of outdoories type stuff, books, and hair products.
I'm very sad, but I think I'll be back. I really hope I'll be back.
I just got a call to babysit. I don't think I'm going to call back. I'm feeling real lazy, and I may want to go get drunk off my ass tonight. More importantly, I may want to go this one boy. Just to make this other boy jealous....well no, not just for that reason. I do like Boy 1 (whom I want to go see), but I think I love Boy 2 (whom I want to make jealous).
Boy 2 is getting married to some girl who looks like she is 16, and is eleven years younger then him. I'm thirteen years younger then him, but I'm "too young", as he says. Douche bag. I miss that douche bag. I miss him so much sometimes, and he is the only person who can make me happy when I want to kill everyone else in the whole world.
I don't even know if he would get jealous about me seeing Boy 1. I think he will, because everytime I talk about being with him, Boy 2 gets all huffy and won't look at or talk to me. At any other time he is all about being up in my business, and telling me what's what. I wish he would make it easy on me, and just say that he split with Miss 24 year old. I don't want for him to not marry this girl because I might love him. I think he feels the same, but with his fieance, he knows she is his, and think that is why he wants to marry her. At the same time I don't want him to marry this girl because he makes me so happy, and I think I make him happy too. I think he is being safe, because he has been burnt before. I just wish he could take another chance, with me, for love. But if he does love her, who am I to make it hard on him?
Oh this is making me so sad. Writing that I've become hopless. I can't say anything to him because I want him to be happy, but I want to say something because I think I'm the one who can make him happy.
You know what would make me feel better? http://www.newport-news.com/shop/Product.asp?gpcatID=2012&pacatID=2013&subcatID=&catid=4835&superstyleID=217529&productindex=22&firstpagetypeid=&pageindex=12
I just bought that. And that my friends is why I have no money to stick around here.
I can't spend money I don't have. I need to pay off my loans. I'm also addicted to clothes, booze, shoes, bikes/skates/tents/skis/all other sorts of outdoories type stuff, books, and hair products.
I'm very sad, but I think I'll be back. I really hope I'll be back.
I just got a call to babysit. I don't think I'm going to call back. I'm feeling real lazy, and I may want to go get drunk off my ass tonight. More importantly, I may want to go this one boy. Just to make this other boy jealous....well no, not just for that reason. I do like Boy 1 (whom I want to go see), but I think I love Boy 2 (whom I want to make jealous).
Boy 2 is getting married to some girl who looks like she is 16, and is eleven years younger then him. I'm thirteen years younger then him, but I'm "too young", as he says. Douche bag. I miss that douche bag.
I miss him so much sometimes, and he is the only person who can make me happy when I want to kill everyone else in the whole world.
I don't even know if he would get jealous about me seeing Boy 1. I think he will, because everytime I talk about being with him, Boy 2 gets all huffy and won't look at or talk to me. At any other time he is all about being up in my business, and telling me what's what. I wish he would make it easy on me, and just say that he split with Miss 24 year old. I don't want for him to not marry this girl because I might love him. I think he feels the same, but with his fieance, he knows she is his, and think that is why he wants to marry her. At the same time I don't want him to marry this girl because he makes me so happy, and I think I make him happy too. I think he is being safe, because he has been burnt before. I just wish he could take another chance, with me, for love.
But if he does love her, who am I to make it hard on him?
Oh this is making me so sad. Writing that I've become hopless. I can't say anything to him because I want him to be happy, but I want to say something because I think I'm the one who can make him happy.
You know what would make me feel better? http://www.newport-news.com/shop/Product.asp?gpcatID=2012&pacatID=2013&subcatID=&catid=4835&superstyleID=217529&productindex=22&firstpagetypeid=&pageindex=12
I just bought that. And that my friends is why I have no money to stick around here.
runpunalpha:
NOOOO!!! You can't leave!