Why do I constantly find myself in shitty situations. This same thing has happened since I was in middle school. I have friends, we get along, they get tired of me, they're not my friends anymore. For some reason this keeps happening and the only common denominator I can see is myself. That must say a lot about me. That must be why I have so many friends on here too. I can't keep a girl interested in me and feel like I'm being used and laughed at by everyone. I feel like a big joke and it's probably true. 
