Email I just wrote about my day and wanted to clone
In out pateint at wes pines I finaly have a friend to do nothing with while the inpatients are locked up and in between our PHS groups. Her name is Casey just like my little 1/2 bro in cali he's 6 and into power rangers. She's ADHD and a cutter and the best little sister ever today during break in search of a lighter we went to the gift shop she got me a 7ocent note book and bubble gum cigars that said boy/girl on them just like the clip art I used on my .mac account<----bellaluna5
she suprised me with something I saw in her hand so it wasn't like shocking and crazy but it was this cheep chain and a ring "slider" silver loop-sicle and it says live on it...she said keep living out load like u do and don't give a shit what they say like u R
I got her a book mark with a mother teresa quote about how we are the open hands helping and caring for eachother etc....and her boxcarloop was TRUETH -----( -0 _) ____
So i felt creative and decided to decorate the cheep chain and loop and in the mean time I decided I'd make u something 2 it comes with not just empowerment and protection in its utter nothing ness but it comes with 2 rocks and a game/glowinthedark beeds/a super cheep replica of something from loard of the rings that is from one of my free costumes from my mom's bf store/a cheep chain/a scapular(when worn acording to catholics u will not go to hell if die wearing/HEMP etc
Any way I'd like to get it to u maybe I could send it to lucy's friends PO box or something or fitz house or a reletive or if I'm going to see u ever again maybe I could give it to u when I see u for now its hanging on my black rod iron bed post protecting me and bringing me luck
PASSSSSSsssssseeeeessss OUt while typingh
Love & laughter
Jess
In out pateint at wes pines I finaly have a friend to do nothing with while the inpatients are locked up and in between our PHS groups. Her name is Casey just like my little 1/2 bro in cali he's 6 and into power rangers. She's ADHD and a cutter and the best little sister ever today during break in search of a lighter we went to the gift shop she got me a 7ocent note book and bubble gum cigars that said boy/girl on them just like the clip art I used on my .mac account<----bellaluna5
she suprised me with something I saw in her hand so it wasn't like shocking and crazy but it was this cheep chain and a ring "slider" silver loop-sicle and it says live on it...she said keep living out load like u do and don't give a shit what they say like u R
I got her a book mark with a mother teresa quote about how we are the open hands helping and caring for eachother etc....and her boxcarloop was TRUETH -----( -0 _) ____
So i felt creative and decided to decorate the cheep chain and loop and in the mean time I decided I'd make u something 2 it comes with not just empowerment and protection in its utter nothing ness but it comes with 2 rocks and a game/glowinthedark beeds/a super cheep replica of something from loard of the rings that is from one of my free costumes from my mom's bf store/a cheep chain/a scapular(when worn acording to catholics u will not go to hell if die wearing/HEMP etc
Any way I'd like to get it to u maybe I could send it to lucy's friends PO box or something or fitz house or a reletive or if I'm going to see u ever again maybe I could give it to u when I see u for now its hanging on my black rod iron bed post protecting me and bringing me luck
PASSSSSSsssssseeeeessss OUt while typingh
Love & laughter
Jess
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This was my expression through most of my life I tended towards inward reflection and silence THEN I TURNED INTO A CRAZY MONSTER with this same expression a audacious typer with 6 blog pages she posts on and 4 email adresses and people feeling threatened by what they don't understand making the threat to threaten me if I don't prove to them they shouldn't threaten me with something that doesn't threaten me essencialy we all have different asspects to ourselves our brains branch just as our lives and as scociety and nature in turn do the same it is preconceived notions of what art and intellect and the true artistic communication or profetional one is that build walls of fear that inturn make a switch like me who always says and does what she wants and is happy and confidant up against people thinking I'm some how against them because they think what I say makes no sence and don't say specificaly what doesn't make sence and try to talk about it to further understanding they just assume I'm on drugs and harassing them or 23 and disrespectful