Fucking car is going to cost 1,400 plus tax to fix. My social security disabilty retro check money is quickly dwindling. I just have to start scetching tattoo ideas and get my wrist touched up or redone. NO one will be happy about more tattoos except me. Illegal, prescription, non-prescription drugs don't work very well, and I really don't think going to church or praying is going to help. I like that in the mental hospital, they often seperate the "dual diagnosis" patients from the boring only mentally ill patients. Its kind of like an invisible badge you get to wear for being a crazy, druggie, junkie, alcoholic, whatever. Yeah, we're more fucked up than you! :p My therapist for the second time brought up that I haven't been hospitalized for nearly a year now. I didn't have the guts to tell him, it means nothing to me, or at least doesn't make me feel any better about my present situation, and in no way means that I couldn't return to mental incarceration at any time.
hippomonki:
go get that ink, i know how much good it always did your head afterwards.