January 19th was the Jeopardy online test for the west coast at 8:00 pm. I fucking blew it! 
Somedays I'm on fire and others not so much. I'd like to blame my dog for being over excited, my neighbor for fucking bothering me with a half hour to go, and the rest I blame on my ECT treatment for robbing me of my memories. After the horrible effort I displayed on the online test I have been feeling not to well mentally. Very anxious, irritable, a bit depressed, and quite angry. Oh Well life goes on. I may be a bit of a negative, fatalistic, or what eva, but I will always like to make or see others laugh and enjoy themselves. John Waters in an interview was asked if he still argued with his mother. He replied "Anyone over 40 who still argues with their parents is an asshole." 
I agree.
Somedays I'm on fire and others not so much. I'd like to blame my dog for being over excited, my neighbor for fucking bothering me with a half hour to go, and the rest I blame on my ECT treatment for robbing me of my memories. After the horrible effort I displayed on the online test I have been feeling not to well mentally. Very anxious, irritable, a bit depressed, and quite angry. Oh Well life goes on. I may be a bit of a negative, fatalistic, or what eva, but I will always like to make or see others laugh and enjoy themselves. John Waters in an interview was asked if he still argued with his mother. He replied "Anyone over 40 who still argues with their parents is an asshole." I agree.