I've been working all week at CBS studios in downtown L.A., at weird hours and then really early today. I apologize to my favorite SG friends, loved ones,cyber girlfriends,cyber spouses, for not being able to communicate that well this week. My mood swings and drepression have been gitting me a lot at night latley.
When I can feel I'm going to get really bad or negative it is best to just so goodbye for the night on good terms, than to carry on some coversation I'll regret and feel awful or even more fucked up for me opening my mouth without being able to process what I'm saying.
I still once in a while say things to my family or the few friends that aren't SG and that are real and not a figure of my own imagination. and they won't or I won't speak with them for days, or sometimes forever. That's life, that's how it goes
I'm OK tonight though, I can be a very difficult person to figure out, like or get to know.
When I can feel I'm going to get really bad or negative it is best to just so goodbye for the night on good terms, than to carry on some coversation I'll regret and feel awful or even more fucked up for me opening my mouth without being able to process what I'm saying.
I still once in a while say things to my family or the few friends that aren't SG and that are real and not a figure of my own imagination. and they won't or I won't speak with them for days, or sometimes forever. That's life, that's how it goes
I'm OK tonight though, I can be a very difficult person to figure out, like or get to know.
mad_fer_it:
dude.... cbs studios.... i got three words for ya.... Cote de Pablo....
miamaze:
ok you seem pretty weird...lets be friends