so today im listening to retrowave im not realy trying that hard its to noisy right now i havent got anything new i feel like i should just go outside right now and watch people pass by its rather that or go to sleep i cant understand how people get so much happy 
about things that realy dont mather are you sick are ill or your just aware there are people who can think in a different way i realy was getting at some point near a realy nice period of time close to what i wanted in my life but i couldnt figure out stuff like strangers 
who will let you know all what goes on in there life exactly the same way as you imagined it your not even takeing the time to let good things come into your life am just not dumb and care about things that are always a good way of trying to get as calm a posssible other then to take the time 
go to a nightclub
stay there for 5 hours dont be tired and stay awake as long as i mather realy the things i think of are sometimes not what i make out of my life for example i can run sometimes just to run i can climb a hill just to do so but i prefer not to climb a hill coz when ur up there everyone seems so far when i was where i was from i went to a hill near my friends house
we took a walk in the neighboorhood and did look for a spot to climb the hill i think the only good thing about it was that i brought hot dogs so we made a little thing to eat and yeah there were dogs barking all around us but like we could hear them from not to far everywhere i went there were dogs and cats
it was realy nice to know that for example im pretty sure if someone has to come up again about the theory of the big bang i will have to let him know hes a jerk that he hasent found anything else to say to me that his posts are not interesting and i dont want to get to know that person realy who cool 
is that i dont know im not cool in this city im just not trying hard anought maybe well one thing is sure i realy like good music black flag is going to be in montreal the 17 of october i think and i might go i am probably am going to go alone becoz
lets be fake here there are no one i know stupid anought to let imagine a good conversation about things i think of or imagine about someone maybe a realy good friend but even then its weird so ill go to sleep watch people pass by and drink my coca-cola
about things that realy dont mather are you sick are ill or your just aware there are people who can think in a different way i realy was getting at some point near a realy nice period of time close to what i wanted in my life but i couldnt figure out stuff like strangers who will let you know all what goes on in there life exactly the same way as you imagined it your not even takeing the time to let good things come into your life am just not dumb and care about things that are always a good way of trying to get as calm a posssible other then to take the time go to a nightclub stay there for 5 hours dont be tired and stay awake as long as i mather realy the things i think of are sometimes not what i make out of my life for example i can run sometimes just to run i can climb a hill just to do so but i prefer not to climb a hill coz when ur up there everyone seems so far when i was where i was from i went to a hill near my friends house we took a walk in the neighboorhood and did look for a spot to climb the hill i think the only good thing about it was that i brought hot dogs so we made a little thing to eat and yeah there were dogs barking all around us but like we could hear them from not to far everywhere i went there were dogs and cats it was realy nice to know that for example im pretty sure if someone has to come up again about the theory of the big bang i will have to let him know hes a jerk that he hasent found anything else to say to me that his posts are not interesting and i dont want to get to know that person realy who cool is that i dont know im not cool in this city im just not trying hard anought maybe well one thing is sure i realy like good music black flag is going to be in montreal the 17 of october i think and i might go i am probably am going to go alone becoz lets be fake here there are no one i know stupid anought to let imagine a good conversation about things i think of or imagine about someone maybe a realy good friend but even then its weird so ill go to sleep watch people pass by and drink my coca-cola
dont let your life become a life of someone lonely