finaly im having some time again to take care of myself i go out a little bit more am not so in a terminal phase i see things as they are or wish they could be i found many songs i like wich this one is one of them lost contact whit many people wich is a good thing coz we were never meant to be except for the thing who makes us all different we dont belong where ur not born or something its something i think a lot about when i have to deal whit perfection as if it was never realy there and always complicating peoples life im pretty sure ive heard many times said no one is perfect and came back like 50 years back in time like if i was never meant to be where i was chit chating but its more to deal whit like having a girlfriend that is a weird thing coz i wouodnt be looking for one here on sg i would be like in some sort of apartement asking why my girlfriend is not serving the tea at the table
bye see you around 
im been alienated again for the fourth time