pelafina

Can anyone hear me?

I mean hear me.
Not this angry face, or troubled persona of who I am. Do you hear me
from the inside, the breath of my gore, the blood of my words?

Don't you see me?

Did I hurt you?
I've loved so many people in this life. And I know love is selfish and
unkind. Have I loved you and left you burning out? I can be too free
when give the opprtuinty... I can be cold when I start to lose myself. I
can run at the wrong time.
So put down your medical bag(oh dead half)...
See that love can grow out of romance(totoro)...
Know that love can have harsh realizations (distant dreamer)...
and sometimes love holds on long after the death of it(dissjointed
twin)...

Oh and then there is love we never understand(firebreather).


Where am I going with this...


Love is a loose word.

I once sat with the devil and we talked of love.
He told me that it exists, however does nothing positive for us.

When I was young I told a boy I'd love him forever. I guess I meant it.

I watched some one I love die.

Someone I love told me he wanted to die because of me.

I love my daughter so much I'd do anything for her.

Love...love....dirty mixed up vauge powerful word.

Do you hear me now?
Do you hear me clearly?


I may have loved you, and you may have never known.

Or vice versa???
*n