I don't know about you, but 2016 blows. Sure, the Broncos won the Super Bowl, but besides that, Trump might be our next President, Bowie and Prince are dead, and apparently I have to choose between cops and black-Americans (because wanting both to be just and safe is stupid, apparently). And then, personally, I haven't been this depressed and lost in about 6 years. Its not lack of direction, either. I have that for once in my life. But now I have to deal with all manner of people (friends, family, work) asking too damn much of me. Not too much, as in "YOU'RE TEARING ME APART" but more like, "Can't you people leave me the hell out of your shit?" How do you tell people "No" without them making you feel like an asshole? Do people treat me like shit when I tell them No because of how helpful I usually am? Is being treated like a doormat the only likeable feature I possess? What would happen if I started acting as self-centered and shitty as everyone else around me? What would happen if I just suddenly went mute and started responding only with hand gestures? Middle-fingers, devil horns, thumbs up, fists...
maybe I should go to Bali...