Okay... I'm doing a bit better today... A bit.
I don't feel as scared and lonely anyway.
I'm single! What a strange feeling. Before this boy I was married and that relationship took me 10 years... So that's 11 years of relationship, almost non-stop. And now I'm finally single. There is some relief in that.
To make me feel better I deceided to turn in...
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I don't feel as scared and lonely anyway.
I'm single! What a strange feeling. Before this boy I was married and that relationship took me 10 years... So that's 11 years of relationship, almost non-stop. And now I'm finally single. There is some relief in that.
To make me feel better I deceided to turn in...
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I'm so lonely... the boy and I broke up yesterday... First I went for my appointment with my tattooist, four hours of pain... After I got back the boy and I had a talk which resulted in a break up...
I wish there was a way to ease the pain for him and I.
I wish there was a way to ease the pain for him and I.
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buzzgringo:
Ik hoop dat het al wat beter gaat met je.
Nothing excites me more:
What's your culture baby? After you've changed.
The wooden faces. Of the sick and the brave.
Chew on these words. Sallow the juices of rage.
They'll feed your soul and free all your slaves.
You will be never losing.
If you didn't come to win.
You will be always gaining.
Running straight into the wind.
Hey now, hey now make your own.
Hey now, hey now dust and bones.
I have a statue from the one you took care off
Speaks without words, telling me to be aware of.
Your artistic skills, To cage what you love.
But could it be you onley love what you've caged?
words & music by Buzz Gringo
♥♥♥ William
[Edited on Jan 20, 2006 12:27PM]
Nothing excites me more:
What's your culture baby? After you've changed.
The wooden faces. Of the sick and the brave.
Chew on these words. Sallow the juices of rage.
They'll feed your soul and free all your slaves.
You will be never losing.
If you didn't come to win.
You will be always gaining.
Running straight into the wind.
Hey now, hey now make your own.
Hey now, hey now dust and bones.
I have a statue from the one you took care off
Speaks without words, telling me to be aware of.
Your artistic skills, To cage what you love.
But could it be you onley love what you've caged?
words & music by Buzz Gringo
♥♥♥ William
[Edited on Jan 20, 2006 12:27PM]
buzzgringo:
Hoe gaat het met je?
♥ buzz
♥ buzz
Today me and my son and my ex husband went to a theme park, the Efteling. It's open for winter, and it's freezing over here... Too cold for comfort.
So we were home again pretty soon...
Thank the maker for that.
Better luck in summer
So we were home again pretty soon...
Thank the maker for that.
Better luck in summer
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buzzgringo:
hoe ging het ook alweer?
buzz
buzz
eldorado76:
He you!
Leuke page, mooie tattoos! Waar heb je ze laten zetten? Ja snap ik dat t koud is in de efteling, haha
grtz,
Alex
Leuke page, mooie tattoos! Waar heb je ze laten zetten? Ja snap ik dat t koud is in de efteling, haha
grtz,
Alex
That's exactly what I've been doing since Wednesday... brrr... I think it's the flue or something.
stasia:
poor baby
i got your email
u r so sweet
i will send u some love too...
i promise
xoxox
i got your email
u r so sweet
i will send u some love too...
i promise
xoxox
absego:
Hoi stadsgenoot,
I hope you get well soon!
I hope you get well soon!
I really want to stay positive... my life isn't that bad you know. There is the boy, there is the baby boy, there is the house, there still is the job, the modeling.
But I need more. I think I want to be more creative but it just doesn't come... Sometimes I grab a pencil and paper and start designing tattoos but it just doesn't...
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But I need more. I think I want to be more creative but it just doesn't come... Sometimes I grab a pencil and paper and start designing tattoos but it just doesn't...
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buzzgringo:
suck up life, emotions. good and bad.
Center yourself and spit it out back at the world.
In the form of drawings, poetry, songs or any kind of other creative thing you come up with.
Be a perfectionist but bare in mind that things never come out exactly the way you planned. But hey does life always treat you the way you'd like to be treated?
buzz
Nice new profile pic.
Center yourself and spit it out back at the world.
In the form of drawings, poetry, songs or any kind of other creative thing you come up with.
Be a perfectionist but bare in mind that things never come out exactly the way you planned. But hey does life always treat you the way you'd like to be treated?
buzz
Nice new profile pic.
zonenkind:
Hi sweetie, in a view hours I'll be off to Singapore and Oz. As you can imagine I'm all excited 
You have a good time and keep your spirits up!
You have a good time and keep your spirits up!
I'm bored out of my 
!!!!
Sometimes being at home with the little'un upstairs is such a drag...
Ah well.
!!!!
Sometimes being at home with the little'un upstairs is such a drag...
Ah well.
buzzgringo:
Vervelen is erg naar. Ik ga meestal maar slapen of internetten tot ik in slaap val. (het is alweer half 2)
buzz
buzzAlright... the first set is ready to send in... 
I went out with a girl tonight. Took her to dinner and everything. Too bad she's as straight as they come... darn. Well..
I'm tired. I think I need to exercise more. That used to give me an energy boost. I need to have one hour workouts a day but somehow I don't come round to...
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I went out with a girl tonight. Took her to dinner and everything. Too bad she's as straight as they come... darn. Well..
I'm tired. I think I need to exercise more. That used to give me an energy boost. I need to have one hour workouts a day but somehow I don't come round to...
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buzzgringo:
so we're finally gonna see you naked
go suicide girls.
buzz
go suicide girls.
buzzHappy new year everybody.
I wasn't paying attention and the whole evening slipped by me. But we still had fun though. Taking the kiddies to see the fireworks, watching movies and having a laugh.
But still it slipped through my fingers.
Doesn't matter because today was just like any other working day.
Maybe I should find a nicer job.
I wish a could make clothes....
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I wasn't paying attention and the whole evening slipped by me. But we still had fun though. Taking the kiddies to see the fireworks, watching movies and having a laugh.
But still it slipped through my fingers.
Doesn't matter because today was just like any other working day.
Maybe I should find a nicer job.
I wish a could make clothes....
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quirky:
Hallo. Ik ben Charles.
I'm in a Dutch-Language course in college and noticed that you were Dutch, as well.
Have a nice day.
Tot ziens.
I'm in a Dutch-Language course in college and noticed that you were Dutch, as well.
Have a nice day.
Tot ziens.
morningstar55:
Thank you for the friend request! I'm delighted to add you. I think you're Beautiful!
I'm delighted to add you. I think you're Beautiful! Every other Friday I go to play D&D with friends... yesterday was no exception.
My friend told me she was having her period but that something felt wrong about it... I got this nasty feeling in my gut that something was more than wrong.
After I left late last night I kept this feeling that something was off.
So I called her a while ago...
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My friend told me she was having her period but that something felt wrong about it... I got this nasty feeling in my gut that something was more than wrong.
After I left late last night I kept this feeling that something was off.
So I called her a while ago...
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buzzgringo:
Ik wens je veel sterkte toe voor jou en je vriendin.
Ik hoop dat je er nog een leuke avond van kan maken.
En ondanks alles toch nog een fijne jaarwisseling hebt.
william
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Ik hoop dat je er nog een leuke avond van kan maken.
En ondanks alles toch nog een fijne jaarwisseling hebt.
william[Edited on Dec 31, 2005 2:37PM]
zonenkind:
You did everything right. You don't have to blame you for anything! I know it's hard to make oneslef believe it but it's true. Nothing you could have done would have changed anything. Believe me, the most important thing is that you're still there as a friend. But you can't be around all day and night. You have to accept this for yourself. Your friends know it already!
I feel sorry for you and your friends! *bighug*
What is D&D and hey, that ARE real resolutions. Pretty tough ones too, I think.
xoxo
I feel sorry for you and your friends! *bighug*
What is D&D and hey, that ARE real resolutions. Pretty tough ones too, I think.
xoxo
Look at the pics I took for Knew today. My first band photo's...
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/27dec05%20small/KNEW%20motion.JPG
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/27dec05%20small/KNEW%20walk.JPG
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/27dec05%20small/KNEW%20closeup_green.jpg
Oh... a first time...
Here are some funny "behind the scenes" pics:
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/Behind%20the%20scenes%20small/KNEW%20comfort-BWsmall.jpg
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/Behind%20the%20scenes%20small/KNEW%20sitting-BWsmall.jpg
Teehee..
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/27dec05%20small/KNEW%20motion.JPG
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/27dec05%20small/KNEW%20walk.JPG
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/27dec05%20small/KNEW%20closeup_green.jpg
Oh... a first time...
Here are some funny "behind the scenes" pics:
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/Behind%20the%20scenes%20small/KNEW%20comfort-BWsmall.jpg
http://www.knew.nl/images/27dec2005/Behind%20the%20scenes%20small/KNEW%20sitting-BWsmall.jpg
Teehee..
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zonenkind:
Spotted you in SGEUROPE and now I'm here ...
Cool pics! Just got myself a new camera trying to get more into taking pics. Will have a lot of opportunities on my trip to Autralia in a couple of weeks ... I hope.
Lovely sleeve that's going to be! Would love to see it finished. Plans for my left arm are laid out already but it has to wait till I'm back in February.
So much for a start
Happy New Year!
All the best for you and your little, cute Jesper! May some of your dreams come true!
xoxo
Cool pics! Just got myself a new camera trying to get more into taking pics. Will have a lot of opportunities on my trip to Autralia in a couple of weeks ... I hope.
Lovely sleeve that's going to be! Would love to see it finished. Plans for my left arm are laid out already but it has to wait till I'm back in February.
So much for a start
Happy New Year!
All the best for you and your little, cute Jesper! May some of your dreams come true!
xoxo
zonenkind:
You're more than welcome. Only told the truth
What are your plans for tonight? Do you have any resolution for the new year?
What are your plans for tonight? Do you have any resolution for the new year?
♥ buzz
Ik denk dat ik namens ons allen hier spreek als ik zeg dat je set er heeeel snel op moet, haha!
Anyway, doe t rustig aan
Take care,
Alex