I got contact lenses this week... that was exciting. I got my first prescribed glasses when I was 5 or 6 and this is the first time in a long time I can see my face sharply without glasses inbetween. Bizarre...
Everyone is confusing! You are very right. I never had to have glasses...until I was about 18. I went to rye strength training until I was about 9 so that I didn't have to get glasses. Now I need them for driving and reading because my eyes get tired. Congrats on the contact leses, or shall I say congrats on a change. I think you are darling either way.
Okay. So today the armpiece was finished... I feel very happy and on the other hand very sad. Don't know why. I thought it would take longer maybe. I liked being in the tattoo shop, watching him apply techniques and explaing why he used certain colours and stuff. But I'll be back...
And I'm working on two new sets to turn in, maybe even this... Read More
Okay... Lots of positive stuff... tomorrow I will start training with a vocalist trainer, maybe something good will come out of that.
From next week on I start working out with a fysical therapist, two times a week, so that's a healthy start of the new year.
Wednesday I visit Robert for the last time, my sleeve will be finished... I really want to continue... Read More
2. aaarrggghhh I'm alone on my free Saturday night. TWO dates stood me up... Both of them just nice friends by the way, not "date" dates, I'm not doing that for quite a while yet...
I like being alone too, I've got this movie I've been dying to watch so I'm gonna do that. I'm... Read More
Okay, and there are my long awaited friends, scared and lonely again. Great. How are you guys, wanna have some tea? Or a healthy kick in the butt?
I'm trying to make some changes. I applied for fysio therapy today so I can feel more at ease in my own skin, less tense and without the daily pain and headaches. It can clear my mind... Read More
"Motel Fetish" is my favorite book. I have a little book collection already.
I am working on Erotic Art site with information about the artists and a webshop. And hopefully in the future to publish erotic art books.... I love the look and feel of publisher Taschen......
Beside the fysio did you think about some sort of meditation to feel more relaxed?
ben je er weer n beetje bovenop aan t komen?? Gesprekken met je ex zijn nooit opbeurend, believe me...
Ik las dat je nieuwe mensen wilt ontmoeten... Laat me maar weten als je naar Danko Jones gaat, ik ga namelijk ook...
Take care,
I'm single! What a strange feeling. Before this boy I was married and that relationship took me 10 years... So that's 11 years of relationship, almost non-stop. And now I'm finally single. There is some relief in that.
To make me feel better I deceided to turn in... Read More
He, gelukkig gaat het wat beter... Elf jaar onafgebroken is ook niet niets!
Ik denk dat ik namens ons allen hier spreek als ik zeg dat je set er heeeel snel op moet, haha!
Anyway, doe t rustig aan
Take care,
I'm so lonely... the boy and I broke up yesterday... First I went for my appointment with my tattooist, four hours of pain... After I got back the boy and I had a talk which resulted in a break up...
I wish there was a way to ease the pain for him and I.
What's your culture baby? After you've changed. The wooden faces. Of the sick and the brave. Chew on these words. Sallow the juices of rage. They'll feed your soul and free all your slaves.
You will be never losing. If you didn't come to win. You will be always gaining. Running straight into the wind.
Hey now, hey now make your own. Hey now, hey now dust and bones.
I have a statue from the one you took care off Speaks without words, telling me to be aware of. Your artistic skills, To cage what you love. But could it be you onley love what you've caged?
Today me and my son and my ex husband went to a theme park, the Efteling. It's open for winter, and it's freezing over here... Too cold for comfort.
So we were home again pretty soon...
I really want to stay positive... my life isn't that bad you know. There is the boy, there is the baby boy, there is the house, there still is the job, the modeling.
But I need more. I think I want to be more creative but it just doesn't come... Sometimes I grab a pencil and paper and start designing tattoos but it just doesn't... Read More
suck up life, emotions. good and bad.
Center yourself and spit it out back at the world.
In the form of drawings, poetry, songs or any kind of other creative thing you come up with.
Be a perfectionist but bare in mind that things never come out exactly the way you planned. But hey does life always treat you the way you'd like to be treated?
buzz