So this week's homework set by @MISSY & @RAMBO and its to talk about your first tattoo, now pre warning my first tattoo is a bit of a sob story so if you don't want to feel some emotion STOP NOW! My first tattoo is the Caterpillar on my left hand shoulder with the Ben next to it and yes i know it looks more like an alien! So i got this one i believe when i was 19 and low and behold it was because of Ben. Ben was a boy i really really liked but my friend Tim kept telling me not to pursue him and wouldn't tell me why, me and Ben kept growing closer and i knew he liked me too, finally i found out he had Melanoma Cancer which sucked balls but alas i didn't give up! Me Tim and Ben kept hanging out and me and Tim kept on coming up with new fun things for all of us to do one of my favourite nights we played Mini Golf, Drunk, and played in the Park and i somehow burnt my ass on a light? It made me super happy, oh i forgot to mention Ben and Tim were next door neighbours anyway Tim told me when he got home he had to go to hospital again but his mum was over the moon before that cause Ben couldnt stop smiling and she was like WHY SO SMILEY and Tim and Ben turned to each other and said Amy in unison even thinking about that now brings a smile to my face :) anyway continuing slowly Ben way dying and i always visited him in hospital and instead of being boring like everyone else that wrote in his book love you hope you get better and blahhhh i used to write him stories which his mum would read him and his favourite was about, you guessed it Caterpillars! I wrote about how we were going to start a caterpillar circus and teach them tricks and give them names and dress up some as clowns, anyway it was more in story form so i had to get the caterpillar for him and myself. Before he died when he was capable he told his mum he loved me which means the world to me, getting a little teary right now... I have two great regrets, not being able to kiss him goodbye and never going to his mothers place since that day, she invited me over to get to know me seeing Ben liked me so much but still to this day i have not gone over to see her which im ashamed of but still can't muster up the courage to do it. P.s a few fun things Ben and we used to do Potato Gun Bazooka- pretty much explains itself Gnoming - Used to steal someones gnome take photos and put it in there letterbox of it going to different places like on holidays, We were in Scouts!! Different Scout groups but still awesome, Play with LEGOOOO, Drink the gorgeous Alcohol, Team up and scare me!!! Stupid boys! Anyway thats enough So thats my caterpillar tattoo
