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Yeah I don't really have much to update on, but I am tired of looking at myself....pretty or not.

I have found a new crush and he knows who he is. I adore him, so much fun to chat with kiss

Everyone have a fabulous week and I will try to update properly soon.

Much love everyone
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mneylu:
ha, I don;t knowif I would have danced with her.. creepy middle aged woman wearing a scrunchie tongue

yeah she's leaving...
johndoe98:
I've got a rough sketch for part of a chest piece. And i need someone to finish my left sleeve! Have you got any ideas for me? wink

kiss
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unique3:
works for me. wink
krys_____:
oh really? That's useful info. Not many people on this site are from around here...there's a few, but not many interesting folks. wink

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whitewidow:
eeek I missed you on MSN tonightfrown

I was sleepin blush

Kisses kiss kiss
unique3:
so I head the burlesque in detroit was cancelled. shocked
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Well I had a wonderful 2 day weekend until Sunday hit. More details to come my fun weekend, including pictures.

Thank you again goes out to MrNiceGuy for hosting a wonderful weekend, as always.

Much love to everyone kiss
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thurmis:
we went to a roller derby, and then got completely shitfaced biggrin
cheech:
I had some elements of a good weekend. I think my overall qualities are better this week, despite 6 days of work. I will be able to judge such a thing better later.
I did see a fairly funn show Friday; Garaj Mahal. After that, things were variable.
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Well I don't have any photos...I really need to work on getting some pictures in my journal again. That just means that I need to take some. wink

Well I had a really good, low-key weekend. I really love those. I didn't end up getting called by work to work some extra. Finally all the kids are feeling better in the area and not coming into...
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leylei:
a little more assertive, and a lot fiercer
cdt21:
kiss
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I have been busy with work.....Getting all the overtime I want biggrin

Updated to say........
Some people are really stupid.

Alright Update yet again!!!

I have bought tickets for my very first SG Burlesque Show. I am so excited biggrin (Dances around the room) -----good thing you all can't see that. Yeah I am gonna be there on Oct. 17th kiss
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johndoe98:
Sorry i missed you honey!

Have a good night kiss
johndoe98:
Bugger just missed you again frown

As i'm back on my factory job tomorrow night i try to stay up late on a Sunday. I'm going to watch some bike racing now! Sorry to miss you. Take care kiss
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This journal is just going to be me rambling on about what is going on in my head. If you really don't want to read this, then don't. Not many people really care anyway.

My head is just going round and round about what my duty should be. I have this great guy that would do anything for me and who I trust completely. He...
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unique3:
oh sweetie...I wish I had an answer for you but only YOU know what guy is best for you. and who knows, maybe it's neither of them!! maybe somebody else is out there. it's just a choice you have to make..go with your gut feeling.

same thing with your grandfather. I mean..I dont remember my grandpa or my g'grandpa..and I wish I did. but sounds like your situation is different. you said they appologized for what they did..not that it makes it any less painful but..why dont you think you could have him in your life again.

I guess my way of thinking is...he's old. he'll probably die soon..and why beat yourself up for years to come saying "i should've helped him" when you can do it now and who knows, maybe have a couple nicer memories of him once he's gone.

on the other hand..maybe you should just sit tight and see who else steps up. you cant do everything ya know..and you just got into a new place,ect...it wouldnt be horrible of you to say you just cant do anything right now.

have a good weekend!

oh and I dont think I can get the 12th off work. frown frown frown frown frown
c_nirvana:
Damn that's a tough one.

I think guilt and anger tend to go hand in hand, and if you are doing something out of guilt you may find yourself alternating between the two states. I see this in people a lot (and have experienced it myself).

It is much better if you can do something from a genuine position of LOVE. (In a perfect world this would be possible).

In my experience, the more I do to take care of my father, the less appreciative (and more abusive) he becomes. Nothing personal, just doctors giving out huge dosages of steroids and not doing any followup (arrrg!!!).

They say ethics is the most challenging branch of philosophy. That is, of course, assuming that is exists at all.
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Alright well anyway I better update this thing. I am having a lot of feelings right now.

One I think people are absolutely crazy and stupid for some of the things they do and don't do. I don't understand people or why they act the way they do.

I am now giving chemotheray to children. Yeah I am not sure how I feel about this....
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emtdan:
yeah, i just have been busy!

Have you tried maps.google.com....it is phenomenal...I even found Groom Lake in Area 51 with it!
belleza:
I know, it is very sad. My sister works in labor and delivery, and though she sees a lot of good things, seeing the babies with diseases and such is very hard for her, as it would be for anyone.
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whitewidow:
I miss you too - we sooooo have to catch up but it will be a bit first. I do have to see am Operational Sress Injury councellor for a few sessions first blush but we WILL catch upwink

Miss you morefrown Love you toosmile

Kisses kiss kiss
belleza:
I haven't decided. I always change my mind. There is so much hidden drama to it.
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Time for a new tradition with my journal....I actually write one biggrin

Current mood: mad
~I am a girl that LOVES her sleep and I have only had about 4 hours in the past 48 hours, so now I am the biggest bitch possible and I didn't get paid that much from my check. Which also pisses me off. mad mad

Current Song: Eat You Alive

Even if the...
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metaleric:
I'm going to Chicago this weekend to hang out with some the SG crew out there. smile
misery:
as much as i want to say no because i think you should help a shelter cat instead....if you really love that one, then he must have picked you! i think you should get him if you really love him! let me know what you decide to do! smile