I am desperately searching for a sense of normalacy in my life. I want to experience all the things I cannot fathom. Here I am 28 and don't know what its like to have real bonds between other people. I have no real friends. Not even superficial ones. The ones who just basically know my name. I just made a bunch of mistakes and I don't know how to resolve them.
gentleman_loser:
Ive found hobbies can help..because you end up associating with people who have similar interests...and then friendships jcan just naturally "happen"...say, playing an instrument or amateur theatre or joining a homebrew club or a softball team olr whatever..No matter where you live there must be outlets like that.