peart28

I'm sad. I have no one real to spend my new years with. I got invited to a party but that guy last time I was at his party he got into a domiestic fight with his girlfriend she bit him he tried breaking her thumb, it turned into shoving, she got shoved down the street into her car and sent home. That was three months ago or so. Now he's inviting to my new years party and for a lack of anything better to do I regret I might be attending. There's always drama I usually end up stuck without a ride home and sleep on the floor or something. My last few new years reallly weren't as happy as I made them out to be. The girl from two years ago dropped out and I haven't seen her since. I was shafted by this girl last year and endedup having to go to a bar alone. I have these stupid things, ideas going through my head like i'll get to go to a real party with fun people and get to kiss some cute girl but that will never happy in my lifetime. I want to spend my new years alone curled up into a ball under my covers of my bed asleep away from everyone.